Husband Might Be In Mlc And I Am Losing My Mind

[hrtnbig]

In summer of 2010 my h decided to enjoy the company of a new friend. He was a kid we had moved into our home. We escalated to a point where wedidn't get along EVER. I was fighting my husband that summer for attention from him, it was wild and crazy, he matched clothing and cologne with this kid. My h embarrassed me pretty badly. Today he says our summer fights were just as much my fault as his and our pastor says I have gone through the same emotions as he had an emotional affair. I have. I want peace. I want our marriage to work, but my h has got to think of me. This week my husband took a job with someone that hurt me so badly. (We work for the same company and it have over 230,000 employees, my h didn't care that his woman broke my heart) it is like he is feeding off the pain. I feel like he likes me in pain. Please help me, I don't even know what to pray for anymore. I want to matter to someone. I want to feel loved, appreciated, wanted, cherished, desired. Thanks and God Bless

 

[Warriors]

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this family.

In the Name of Jesus,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this family! Now!

I pray that Your will to be done in their lives.

Thank You my Lord

 

[Anthonette]

Hi Give you pain to the Lord. Concentrate on God First. Let him love you and give you the attrention that you nee. Dont look at what your husband did to you or how it has made you feel. We walk by faith not feelings. I know the pain you feel and all my demanding that i need attention and love from my husband just drove him away. Please dont let that happen to you. I am standing firm for my husband to return, but in the mean time i am allowing God to work on me and create a new spirit and song in my heart. as you change so will things in your marriage. I have a blog on this site and there is a book, God will restore you marriage. Read it and go to GOD for guidance on what you should do. NOt your pastor or anyone else. Only God can restore your marriage. and no matter how right the advice is from people you trust, if it doesnt line up with Gods word it wont work.

I hope this helps. Be blessed and i will say a pray for you and your marriage.

 

[Action238]

Seek ye first the kingdom of God and ALL His Righteousness and all these things will be added to you....I am praying for you....

 

[faithope]

@Action238-amen and amen...good foundation scripture to adhere with.

 

[fullofgrace]

Isaiah 54:5

For your Maker is your husband,

The Lord of hosts is His name;

And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel;

He is called the God of the whole earth.

i pray that in your pain you seek Him and allow Him to be your husband Who is your Maker in Christ Jesus His Son our King and Redeemer, amen.