Hurting

[caljea]

Lord I hurt so much. I have been broken up with my boyfriend for approximatelty 3 1/2 mths. He did it over the phone. We have had our ups and downs. No matter what i always forgave him because of love for him. I've been a good girlfriend to him in many ways possible. supportive, caring and committed to our relationship. it just did not seem as it was enough for him. He was critical, and did continue to correspond with his x knowing that it hurt me. He never set boundaries where she was concerned. Everything was always my fault and he never admitted to his share of the blame. We had a relationship for 2 years and it had great times and when i could feel his involvement with his x i could do nothing right.

He has not reached out to me,even when i had a family crisis. He was cold and very distant and it hurt like crazy. I found out today that he has been seeing his ex again. I'm having a hard time with this at this time. I feel so betrayed and hurt. I'm in so much pain.

It hurts really bad because no matter what i always gave him the respect. For someone who claimed that they loved me and i was good as well as my entire family to him he has treated me like i meant nothing to him. Lord this is so painful cause i at least expected him to show that no matter what has happened between us that i at least meant something to him. I can't believe that this is the same person that would tell me he loved me. i just feel so used and thrown to the side like nothing. He hasnt even picked up the phone to say i'm sorry how i handled u. Father i need u more than ever now. Amen!

 

[lll]

lord jesus we lift this lady to you in prayer. we pray that you give her the comfort that she needs at this difficult time in her life. we pray that you intervene with her boyfriend and that he realizes what a good lady he had. if this is the right man

for her then bring him back to her if you have someone better for her then open a new door. meanwhile comfort her while she is in

her emotional pain and let her look to better days to come. for you are with us lord in all our pain,despair and loneliness.

thank you jesus for you are our great comforter. in jesus name we pray amen......

 

[kaatazze]

Jesus, bless Your child and speak to her; heal her broken heart, may she learn to guard her heart; may she find someone that absolutely cares for her and loveS her like You love her. together may they serve You not only on this site but places You have chosen for them. thank You for selecting her life time mate who will become her husband, thank You that only her heart is broken, and You can heal it, thank You Jesus for never forsaking her like her boyfriend. AMEN!