yolo lad
Disciple of Prayer
I suffer with Depression, Anxiety, OCD and worst of all ADHD. I have posted on here before but I have a huge exam on 3rd and 4th May which I am very underprepared for. The ADHD stops me doing any work and I am constantly distracted and procrastinating. I am very low at the moment and in tears, I don't know where my life is headed as this has been a repeating vicious cycle for a long time. I do not want to get kicked out of university and I recently got a diagnosis for hiatal hernia as well which was turned my life upside down.
My abdominal area is constantly in pain and my throat and voice cords are being affected. Yet I have no time to go see the doctor about this because of my upcoming exam. I am very truly depressed and don't know what to do. I really want to pass these exams and retain all the information in my memory which I am struggling to do. I am a mess right now and my course mates look at me in disgust and avoid me as they see me as someone who is wasting my life. I always think why was I born rather than someone else in the world as this world brings me no joy.
The only person who loves me deeply is my mum and that is the only reason I keep going. I hope you guys can pray for me because if I don't do well in this exam I don't know what I will do.
God bless you all
My abdominal area is constantly in pain and my throat and voice cords are being affected. Yet I have no time to go see the doctor about this because of my upcoming exam. I am very truly depressed and don't know what to do. I really want to pass these exams and retain all the information in my memory which I am struggling to do. I am a mess right now and my course mates look at me in disgust and avoid me as they see me as someone who is wasting my life. I always think why was I born rather than someone else in the world as this world brings me no joy.
The only person who loves me deeply is my mum and that is the only reason I keep going. I hope you guys can pray for me because if I don't do well in this exam I don't know what I will do.
God bless you all
