anonymousprayer
Prayer Warrior
Hi, I have been praising the Lord, after helping me with things that I have been asking him for.
My family was never on the easy living side of life, my dad never had a job, my mom basically supported us all the way (living in a third world country that is hard) me, my dad, my sis, and for 7 years my nephew.
My mother managed to let me graduate nursing, back in 2006 with the hopes of me being able to go abroad and help the family, a month after my graduation, my sister gave birth, without us even knowing that she is pregnant, she was an incoming junior in college. We having only been 4 in the family, my dad jobless and my mom working somebody had to stay and take care of the baby. I put my life on hold for a year.
The following year, another bad news, my mother had cancer. Being the breadwinner of the family,we had to move to a relative's house so that she would be able to be near the hospital for her chemotherapy, the treatment was shouldered by a grand uncle living in the US. A grand uncle who tends to compare everybody from everybody else, he has this way of making you realize how worthless you can get.
A year later, I was able to land a job as a nurse earning a very measly pay, that can only feed a single individual much more to feed a family.
By this time we are still living on the mercy of relatives. 2010 my family decided to go back to our house and my mom resumed her career. Surprise caught her as she saw her materials got robbed and she had to start from scratch. I was left with relatives, experiencing being a "2nd class citizen" in a household, even maids treated me bad.
2011, we were able to buy a car, installment, but having had other things to pay for, I mentioned that my mom had to buy materials and equipments right? A nephew who started schooling (he was initially on SPED),the car was taken from us. Did i mention that my nephew's dad committed suicide. My sister is a chronically depressed person. Since 2008 after her boyfriend died. She was able to land a job but never had the chance to graduate. She never helped pay the bills. Having had a some who is special, she needed to quit so that she can take care of my nephew. Her being the only person who can control him.
I quit my job last month, hoping to go overseas, I did go overseas, but no luck, I am back home now jobless and all. My mom still working for us.
The grand uncle called, blaming us again and pointing out how worthless we are. I never intended to be worthless but situations make me.
I am a nurse, registered and licensed 4 years hospital experience. Just in case someone can offer me a job. Please do. If you are overseas, maybe I can think of something to be able to shoulder fees.
Please send me a message to those who can help, please, I am getting depressed and thinking of just leaving a not showing my face to relatives and all. Just want to disappear. I have offered my life to the Lord in replacement of a better life for my family. I asked him to even take my life back if that would be able to help my family's situation.
My family was never on the easy living side of life, my dad never had a job, my mom basically supported us all the way (living in a third world country that is hard) me, my dad, my sis, and for 7 years my nephew.
My mother managed to let me graduate nursing, back in 2006 with the hopes of me being able to go abroad and help the family, a month after my graduation, my sister gave birth, without us even knowing that she is pregnant, she was an incoming junior in college. We having only been 4 in the family, my dad jobless and my mom working somebody had to stay and take care of the baby. I put my life on hold for a year.
The following year, another bad news, my mother had cancer. Being the breadwinner of the family,we had to move to a relative's house so that she would be able to be near the hospital for her chemotherapy, the treatment was shouldered by a grand uncle living in the US. A grand uncle who tends to compare everybody from everybody else, he has this way of making you realize how worthless you can get.
A year later, I was able to land a job as a nurse earning a very measly pay, that can only feed a single individual much more to feed a family.
By this time we are still living on the mercy of relatives. 2010 my family decided to go back to our house and my mom resumed her career. Surprise caught her as she saw her materials got robbed and she had to start from scratch. I was left with relatives, experiencing being a "2nd class citizen" in a household, even maids treated me bad.
2011, we were able to buy a car, installment, but having had other things to pay for, I mentioned that my mom had to buy materials and equipments right? A nephew who started schooling (he was initially on SPED),the car was taken from us. Did i mention that my nephew's dad committed suicide. My sister is a chronically depressed person. Since 2008 after her boyfriend died. She was able to land a job but never had the chance to graduate. She never helped pay the bills. Having had a some who is special, she needed to quit so that she can take care of my nephew. Her being the only person who can control him.
I quit my job last month, hoping to go overseas, I did go overseas, but no luck, I am back home now jobless and all. My mom still working for us.
The grand uncle called, blaming us again and pointing out how worthless we are. I never intended to be worthless but situations make me.
I am a nurse, registered and licensed 4 years hospital experience. Just in case someone can offer me a job. Please do. If you are overseas, maybe I can think of something to be able to shoulder fees.
Please send me a message to those who can help, please, I am getting depressed and thinking of just leaving a not showing my face to relatives and all. Just want to disappear. I have offered my life to the Lord in replacement of a better life for my family. I asked him to even take my life back if that would be able to help my family's situation.
