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how come everytime something good has ever came into my life the lord has taken it away, i dont understand what i have done to be punished. I keep hoping my prayers will be answered but it seems everything is working in reverse. I try and do the right thing and take care of those around me.
im still hurting inside, i dont know what went wrong i was thinking things were starting to look my way with getting back with kristen and we had made plans for sunday to go to the fair and hang out. Then last min she canceled on me and said monday we could go for dinner, then she canceled on me again and i havent heard from her since, both her and her daughter mean the world do me and i would give up anything to have them back in my life. I dont understand. its almost like she is ignoring me now. Please lord give me some kind of a sign to keep moving.
Im hurting so bad inside and all i wish for is one more chance to make things right, Ive stoped drinking and im working on quitting smoking again and im trying to change my life for the better but all i can think about is her, all day long. i tried to go out and meet another girl but while i was there i couldnt stop thinking of kristen and lost interest in the girl. she is the only one who has made me happy.
im still hurting inside, i dont know what went wrong i was thinking things were starting to look my way with getting back with kristen and we had made plans for sunday to go to the fair and hang out. Then last min she canceled on me and said monday we could go for dinner, then she canceled on me again and i havent heard from her since, both her and her daughter mean the world do me and i would give up anything to have them back in my life. I dont understand. its almost like she is ignoring me now. Please lord give me some kind of a sign to keep moving.
Im hurting so bad inside and all i wish for is one more chance to make things right, Ive stoped drinking and im working on quitting smoking again and im trying to change my life for the better but all i can think about is her, all day long. i tried to go out and meet another girl but while i was there i couldnt stop thinking of kristen and lost interest in the girl. she is the only one who has made me happy.