Irene Ackerman
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Dear Follower of Jesus: James 1:5-6 (CEV) says that “If any of you need wisdom, you should ask God, and it will be given to you. God is generous an...
Irene Ackerman
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I am honest, I am loosing all my faith in God. I am now 3months pregnant and my babies father still does not even want this baby. He is as happy as can be in his new relationship and all is just falling into place for him, he has the girlfriend that loves him, they are living together and is really very happy with her, they are very well off financially and emotionally suport each other. While, my 2 and half year old still cries and askes about her daddy everyday and wants to know when he is comming to see her. Last night she asked me if we can pray from him so God can bring him to her, few days ago she was crying for 30 min for him and did want me to touch her because her daddy must fetch her. He wants nothing to do with her, doesnt even miss her. He has made it clear he wants to start a new life with the new girlfriend one where myswlf, our daughter and our unborn baby does not exist. O am struggling to keep my head above water and everything around me is falling apart. How is it that a man that just walks out on his fiance and daughter and unborn child, a man that wishes we didnt exist finds all the happiness and gets all the blessings. What has my little princess done ever to deserve this pain and heartache and rejection. I am starting to think maybe if I am also a heartless person that just treats everyone badly, maybe then I will also be blessed with all my hearts desires like my ex. Maybe then I will be blessed with a man that will stand by me through this pregnancy and suport me hand hold my hand. It is starting to feel like all the men that just dont care, they are the ones that are being given all there harts desires and the good people well they just deserve to suffer. And the innocent children that really love and need their fathers well though luck for them, because they just need to deal with the hurt and rejection. I kbow life is not fare but I use to believe that we serve al loving God that will look after his children, feels like he is looking out for my ex although he is the one bringing all this pain and heartache into my home and into my babies lives. I dont feel protected at all, I dont feel loved at all. I just feel broken, and not just for me.
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Dear Follower of Jesus: James 1:5-6 (CEV) says that “If any of you need wisdom, you should ask God, and it will be given to you. God is generous an...
Irene Ackerman
to GodLife
1 hour agoDetails
I am honest, I am loosing all my faith in God. I am now 3months pregnant and my babies father still does not even want this baby. He is as happy as can be in his new relationship and all is just falling into place for him, he has the girlfriend that loves him, they are living together and is really very happy with her, they are very well off financially and emotionally suport each other. While, my 2 and half year old still cries and askes about her daddy everyday and wants to know when he is comming to see her. Last night she asked me if we can pray from him so God can bring him to her, few days ago she was crying for 30 min for him and did want me to touch her because her daddy must fetch her. He wants nothing to do with her, doesnt even miss her. He has made it clear he wants to start a new life with the new girlfriend one where myswlf, our daughter and our unborn baby does not exist. O am struggling to keep my head above water and everything around me is falling apart. How is it that a man that just walks out on his fiance and daughter and unborn child, a man that wishes we didnt exist finds all the happiness and gets all the blessings. What has my little princess done ever to deserve this pain and heartache and rejection. I am starting to think maybe if I am also a heartless person that just treats everyone badly, maybe then I will also be blessed with all my hearts desires like my ex. Maybe then I will be blessed with a man that will stand by me through this pregnancy and suport me hand hold my hand. It is starting to feel like all the men that just dont care, they are the ones that are being given all there harts desires and the good people well they just deserve to suffer. And the innocent children that really love and need their fathers well though luck for them, because they just need to deal with the hurt and rejection. I kbow life is not fare but I use to believe that we serve al loving God that will look after his children, feels like he is looking out for my ex although he is the one bringing all this pain and heartache into my home and into my babies lives. I dont feel protected at all, I dont feel loved at all. I just feel broken, and not just for me.
