Sandra Nirmalkumar
Disciple of Prayer
Hi this is Sandra from my small age I love Christ so I decided to not get married and to become a nun but unfortunately due to my family problems I had to go to work eventhough I have no interest in getting married with a person or having kids I want always to be as god''s child so I pray and ready bible, prayer for others not interested in worldy affairs. Due to circumstances I went to work in my work area I found a person I didn't fell in love at first sight due to his behaviour and attitudes towards me I had respect and interest on him as days pasted people found that we both are interested in each other so they started commenting jokes and said that we are lovers but I had no interest on that but I liked him because he remembered me of my father his features and behaviour. But one day this comment went to extreme so he shouted at me in front of everyone he didn't even asked me how much I love him or like me or what place I had for him in my heart. After that days went he never spoke to me and I didn't spoke to him at this point I felt that he love me and I love him. I saw his eyes with fear and unable to take a look at me. When he stopped talking to me I felt real love. Due to his concentration I lost my job. So I felt him. Even we are miles away when I pray I would see the connectivity between us I think God made us to connect for a reason when I not with him I started to live him more deeper. My question is whether he loves me or whether he will marry me. Secondly I have only one heart so I have only one person in it. If God decides we should not be together as promised to God I will become a nun.
