Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi my name is ### and three months ago I had sex with the third girl in my life. Now I have herpes. I couldn't believe it because this wasn't a random girl, she's the closest girl I've had to a girlfriend or loving a girl but it has been a never ending nightmare since. I've always believed in GOD and have asked him for forgiveness which is ironic now I need him but I've always needed him and have only used around half his message to guide my life. I felt like killing myself with the prospect of having a wife and family quite difficult and feel like I'm not really in the room when people are talking. I don't know what to do and pretty much cry and pray every day and look at my family with so much love and feeling that I have disappointed even though they don't know. I understand and believe that God heals if it is his will and I'm so scared that it may not be but I do have hope and faith. Can this be healed in time possibly as they say this is incurable. Please pray for me to be healed and cured but more importantly for my relationship with Jesus and God to grow ever stronger.
