Hi, I'm a Christian and I really want to be ...

[Anonymous]

Hi,

I'm a Christian and I really want to be a better Christian, a more productive human being. It's really painful to be told to be more productive and that you have the potential to be great. The reason for my pain is that my mind is prone to long periods of excessive daydreaming, and these thoughts range from blasphemy to lust, to thoughts of hate, love, anger, and self-importance. I've had these thoughts all my life since I was born, and at first, they kept me busy because I was bored, but now they get in the way. I've tried smoking weed to see if I can get myself to concentrate on my studies and make me more outgoing, but to no avail. I even thought I had ADD and I've been put on Ritalin, however, all it does is make me wired, and the daydreaming thoughts are still there.

This February on the 25th, I'll see my psychiatrist, and I'm thinking of talking to him about any medication I can take for my daydreaming because it's like hell on earth. I really want to die.

Me and my family are going back to Zambia for a holiday, which is where I'm from originally, and I'm having thoughts of ending my life this June when we get there because of all the 23 years that I've been alive, I haven't done anything productive.

PLEASE IN THE NAME OF JESUS, I PLEAD WITH YOU TO PRAY FOR ME, PLEASE.

 

[Bland]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Glory to God]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[papafishin52]

Heavenly Father, We ask for your will to be done in this situation. You are a kind, loving, merciful God. Please let your child feel your presence and to trust you in all things. We ask this in the name of your Holy son, Jesus Christ, and it is because of him we can come to your throne. We Thank you for this....Amen...

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[doot]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[123]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[splendidtree]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[VAPAJaco]

Lord, wê come to you with our requests and thank You that You hear our prayers and free us from all troubles. In Jesus name. Amen

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.