Ariies
Humble Prayer Partner
Hi. I started taking my anti-depressants/anxiety meds, this time i have a prescription that also helps with OCD and i think that i may have undiagnosed OCD because I feel a huge difference right now on the meds, different from the first time. I know I am going through a spiritual experience, I've taken meds before for about 3 months a year ago, and I'm planning on taking these for a few months again until i can completely ween them out of my system, and am better able to cope with the spiritual stress I am learning to cope with. I believe that there is a radical transformation happening in my life. On these meds i feel more normal and relaxed. I don't feel destined for greatness on them, I dont have the desire for BIGGER AND BETTER life or whatever.. so I'm not sure if those are just responses to unhappiness/depression and so they are no present when those feelings aren't. or if the medication is actually keeping me at a range of emotion that doesn't allow me to feel that kind of extreme drive. All i know is that this is spiritual, God thank you for this experience, I am grateful that you have trusted me with this trial. I love you. Amen
