Andree
Servant
Hi I really need prayer I have never in my entire life been this depressed I feel like God has left my side, I live in ###, miles away from home struggling to find a job that pays me well, then I get depressed and get caught up in sexual things porn, masturbation, homosexual acts, ladyboys, anything basically involving sex I go and do it for times on end when I am a Christian and I know what is right or wrong now I feel dead inside I feel like there's no purpose in my life I'm lazy and just want to sleep and don't have interest in anything, I don't exercise anymore I am pretty broke in a foreign country filled with Muslims and I am missing home and my family I hate myself and I try to motivate myself but this is so hard people try to give you advice but it all is just "lift your head up" kind of talks and that I've heard a billion times, I want to know that God can actually hear me and that he is even really there. I feel so dead inside, angry, frustrated, depressed, etc. I need help badly with a job and with my disgusting sexual addiction please pray for me seriously I'm broken right now I really need a Divine intervention.

. I need a cash blessing for this to be paid off and I will be on the next flight home.