Jen Lopes Esquiavom
Disciple of Prayer
Hi i need prayer against unforgiveness and for me to receive the Holy Spirit fully into my life. Ive been feeling depressed and lost. To jesus restore my relationship with my sister bruna, asking for her forgiveness and break her silence towards me amen. She just wont talk to me. Please let the Lord open up her lips and talk to me so i can have peace. I need the Lord to break her silence. Everyone desrves a second chance or whats the point of forgiveness? Shes making of my life like Hell. She called me names and threw her car at me. Shes just angry and thats exactly what the devil wants. Cause he knows shes my only family and wants me to live on my own all my life with no sister and no one. I just cant sleep have no peace in reason of her silence. i dont understand. I feel pain in my heart all the time missing her. I want to see her talking to me so we can work it out as adults. The whole church and the pastors want me to leave the church so it will cover up the sin we both commited together. Even tonight the pastor humiliated me in front of the whole church saying if someones sitting by the stairs or leave the church or getinside. But when others do it they dont say anything. Theyre just picking on me, hate me worried about the churchs image reputation while they stick up for her and bless her. They dont even get the anointing oil in my head but to others they do it. Theyre not acting like 1conrinthians13 at all. They are horible people. They make me feel angry when they wont allow me talking to her and treat me badly on purpose to make me look for another church so at the end of each worship i dont feel iv received anything good from god cause they treat me bad and treat bruna like an angel. I feel something really bad when i get home like if theyr cu rsing me. And im worried they made brunas mind to report me to the police. She said she did it but i dont know. Help me pray she didnt do that please. Helpp please.All i do is cry why theyr doing this to me. Pray to god to protect her and release her form a man whos getting her out of the rhuch and the presence of the holy spirit a boyfriend please. Shes hit her car because shes commit a sin inside her can with this man. Jesus already told her that but she wont listen. The devil is just anxious to kill her in that car. And help me pray for bruna to have real friends in her life, after her "best friend" the music minister found out about her sin shes got cold and turned her back on brunas, so lets pray shell have real blessed friendships cause not even jesus did that to her why a human think she should be acting like this towards bruna. Please do not pray for me mostly some people are writeing to me saying theyre focusing their prayer on me. Pray for Bruna more please. She needs it more. Its her the one who wont forgive and doing horible things against me.amem.bless u all.
Jesus sees the pain that you are going through, and He is there to comfort you during this pained time. Even though you feel betrayed and hurt by the people around you, know that God is there and He knows your heart. If you come to Him to tell Him what you feel, and forgive those who have hurt you, He will guide you and listen to all your prayers. Do not waste your emotions on others, because they are all human, and are all sinners, like you and me. Instead look to the Lord, and allow His peace to take away your depression. You have called out to Him for more faith, and He hears you! I pray that He will strengthen your faith, because He is all-knowing, and his love for your does not waver. In Jesus precious name, Amen. 
