I would like to thank you all for the prayers and thoughts regarding my situation. I have decided to keep the baby and went for a scan; I am now 9 weeks pregnant and all looks good. My mother is not speaking to me at all, and my whole family is not interested in knowing anything about the pregnancy or baby. My cousin is the only one that still allows me to tell her about the baby. ### has made it very clear he wants nothing to do with me, the baby, or our 2 and a half year old daughter. He does not even ask how she is doing and has not seen her since he moved in with the girlfriend in the beginning of December. Our little girl still asks where he is and if he is coming to visit her. He just does not care at all. He has now turned his mother against me as well, and she too doesn't want anything to do with me, the baby, or our little girl. How can these people just turn their backs on my little girl like that with no care in the world. I am finding myself getting so angry at God, as I am struggling without a car, my little girl does not understand where her father is, and then I still feel so drained from the pregnancy but have to keep up a household alone. I have all these fears and worries and everyday reminders of ###, and he is living a great life, with this girl that has offered a nice place to stay, a car, financially they are doing so well, he is being taken care of and looked after while myself and my daughter's whole world is falling apart. I just cannot understand how someone that just leaves his daughter and unborn baby behind without any care can be so blessed, but it just makes me so sad. I am trying to stay positive but can't help to feel that ### and girlfriend do not deserve all this happiness. I don't know what to believe anymore really. I know I need to pray, but I am struggling to believe; I am just feeling so negative and angry.