Mahlomola Mfono
Disciple of Prayer
Hi, I am ### years old. I have been praying for such a long time now, but my problem did not start long ago. It all started at the 1st of March 2017. I felt hot in the taxi and then I had the psychotic episodes. I saw the things that other people did not see. I saw my dead grandparents at the front of the moving taxi. They were calling me to go with them, and then the other problem started. I got panic attacks. I was confused; the world was too different from this earth. I didn't know where I was. Most of the passengers were laughing, but others were praying for me to get better. Instead of getting better, the situation became worse. I was admitted at the Regional Hospital of ###. I felt like I was dying, then the doctors told my mother that I was depressed and I had the panic attacks. They also told her that I have pneumonia, but I did not believe all that. My problem became worse and worse day by day. Even now, I still have those panic attacks, and everything that happened that night keeps on repeating itself in my mind. I see it every moment of my life, and every time I get in the taxi, the panic attacks start again. The worst thing in my life are the voices that speak evil things in my head. I just need prayers. Please pray for me. I am pregnant, and these voices are always telling me that I'm going to die while giving birth. And the moment they speak, that vision seems to be real. I see myself at the hospital, pushing and failing to push, then dying. Please pray for me. I don't enjoy my life; I even regret this pregnancy.
