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Humble Prayer Warrior
Hi guys,
Im struggling with anger tonight. I realize both reasons may sound petty, but i still feel angry and really could use some prayer.
i got laid off about two weeks ago, by God's grace, i got a much higher paying job working with Godly people. I am very thankful for that.
when I got laid off, i was the only employee there, there were two supervisors, i came in very early and no other employees were there yet. i wastn fired, things were just slow.
i had been there eighteen months and all the other employees were like, Im so sorry, it will be okay, etc. i texted them what happened.
The last employee i told was a gentleman I am friends with on FB. There is no romantic interest, he is just a brother in the Lord. I messaged him what happened. I got no response. Not only that, when he goes on FB i see his green light showing hes on chat, then it quickly turns off like he is turning off the fact that he is on because he doensn't want to talk to me.
I am angered by his rudeness and i messaged him telling him i was a little hurt that he didn't even acknowldege my goodbye. i wasn't mean, just told him how i felt.
im angry over other things too right now, a neighbor who keeps their bedroom light on in the middle of the night and it shines into my room. they wont even shut their drape. I went on FB for advice and got a swarm of replies telling me its not my neighbors problem, don't confront them right now until you fix it yourself, etc.
I just feel like i am so sick of excusing rudeness and shutting up. I am upset my ex coworker is being such a jerk. I have a real issue when people dont acknowledge when i text or email them like that.
Yes, I realize i am being hypersensitive tonight, but this is why i came on, to get prayer. I am feeling upset and it is hard for me. Pleaes pray i can forgive him and not let it get to me.
Im struggling with anger tonight. I realize both reasons may sound petty, but i still feel angry and really could use some prayer.
i got laid off about two weeks ago, by God's grace, i got a much higher paying job working with Godly people. I am very thankful for that.
when I got laid off, i was the only employee there, there were two supervisors, i came in very early and no other employees were there yet. i wastn fired, things were just slow.
i had been there eighteen months and all the other employees were like, Im so sorry, it will be okay, etc. i texted them what happened.
The last employee i told was a gentleman I am friends with on FB. There is no romantic interest, he is just a brother in the Lord. I messaged him what happened. I got no response. Not only that, when he goes on FB i see his green light showing hes on chat, then it quickly turns off like he is turning off the fact that he is on because he doensn't want to talk to me.
I am angered by his rudeness and i messaged him telling him i was a little hurt that he didn't even acknowldege my goodbye. i wasn't mean, just told him how i felt.
im angry over other things too right now, a neighbor who keeps their bedroom light on in the middle of the night and it shines into my room. they wont even shut their drape. I went on FB for advice and got a swarm of replies telling me its not my neighbors problem, don't confront them right now until you fix it yourself, etc.
I just feel like i am so sick of excusing rudeness and shutting up. I am upset my ex coworker is being such a jerk. I have a real issue when people dont acknowledge when i text or email them like that.
Yes, I realize i am being hypersensitive tonight, but this is why i came on, to get prayer. I am feeling upset and it is hard for me. Pleaes pray i can forgive him and not let it get to me.
