Stauromeo
Disciple of Prayer
Hi everyone, it's ### here again and was just wondering if I can ask for more prayer. Every time I act like a man, I feel like my mother and my siblings have been psychologically abusing me because I don't have a disability anymore and I look different now. All of a sudden, I'm getting controlled by my family, who are a bunch of drug addicts and alcoholics and sociopaths. They don't want me to change because every time I try to cut them off, my mother always emotionally blackmails me to get her own way. But when she is in my company, I feel like she is being too narcissistic and being a control freak and being too overbearing. I am age ### years old, I have my own life, I try my hardest to keep away from them because they are too toxic, especially my siblings and my mother, and then there's my neighbors who are also causing me problems. All I feel like doing is hanging myself because it's too much for me. I can't take it anymore. I'm sick of them.