NoahLovesFriedChicken
Humble Prayer Warrior
Hi everyone, I'm on again yet again for another prayer request. I am asking for God's will to be applied to my life. I am trying to be more humble and have more self-awareness and self-control, but it's so hard right now with what I am going through. I ask that a miracle happen with my mom; she is extremely sick and ill mentally and physically and she is also lost. She is very stubborn as well, and her brain is not working as it used to, and I can't lose her now. I'm so young. I am praying for healing and protection over her. I have been praying for this for a long time now, and I am just not sure what to do anymore. We tried many doctors; she just got released today but still isn't doing that well at all and possibly is getting dementia. She is only 59 but had 4 mini-strokes because she lost my dad to a younger girl, and I am having much unforgiveness and anger in my heart for many people in my family. Constant affliction keeps coming in my life as well as sorrow and regret, and I just don't want any of that anymore. I want to live normal again and have a normal family. I want to let go of all this grief in my chest. I feel like I am the only one walking this fight, and only one my mom has, and it's a lot. I am only 21 and haven't really had a life of my own yet. I ask for physical healing for myself as well. I am trying not to make this much about me; I just want a renewal of my mind and my heart, a fresh start. I ask that God provide a way for me and her to move if that's His will or for me to find a place to move into by myself and that I get the money. I ask for God to show me a sign, any sign. I don't have like any faith, and without faith, it is impossible to please Him. I feel abandoned here. If I could write my whole story on here, I would, but it's just too much, and I don't want to seem selfish making this about me. I'm just sad.
