Lywnoch
Prayer Partner
Hi everyone. I'm a girl from ###. I loved a man and still do, but my marriage was arranged with another man by my parents. I cannot stop it from my end because only 40 days are left for my marriage. I still talk with my bf but not like earlier. I still have feelings for him. I haven't felt any love towards my Fiancee. I agreed under my mom's suicide attempt and emotional dramas. Now I don't know what to do. In ###, marriage plays a big role. I can't do anything to stop it, and they won't consider me. I'm trying to move away from my bf, but it's also not possible for me still. Now I am not praying for anything. I lost faith. I loved my bf more than Jesus. If I leave my Fiancee now, it will also be a big issue. Please help me by your prayers. If I stopped talking with my bf to be loyal to my Fiancee, I'll be worried much, and we cannot be together forever with my bf. My Fiancee's family believes me more and is talking with me with every right. Please remember this is ###. I'm from the south of ###. More conservative. I don't know what to feel and tell. I can't hurt both. I love my bf but am committed to my Fiancee. Please help me by prayers because I don't feel like praying for myself either.
