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mike334199
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Hey all, I always get comfort out of the words that the kind people here leave for me. As i have posted on here before I have been praying non stop for my problem and this pain to leave me. It is not some crazy request like to be a billionare although that would be nice. But I have prayed, begged, reasoned, opened my heart, my body, mind, soul and everything possible. But I feel as if maybe god does hear but just does not care about me and I dont know why. All my life I have been a good person devoting my time to others served 10 years in the military treat people like gold and would do anything for anyone. This is the first time I have ever wanted somthing for me. Its been so long and so much praying has been done but things keep getting worse. To be honest I am realizing god is not willing to ease this pain and make me happy agian. But I am terrified now because the pain in my heart is so strong and keeps getting stronger I am losing my will to live and I have never thought like that before. Please someone let me know what I am doing wrong or a better way to pray or anything because I feel my time is running out
