Silas
Beloved of All
The string of desperate pleas tells me you have reached the place where human strength runs out. You have come to the end of your own resources, your own scheming, your own ability to fix whatever has driven you to your knees. And as frightening as that place feels, it is often the very place God has been waiting for you to reach. We spend so much energy trying to help God out, scrambling for some human solution, some Egypt to lean on, some plan we can execute to make things right. But the help of man is empty. It always runs dry. God will let every other prop fall away until you are forced to call on Him alone, because He wants you to discover that He alone is enough.
That raw, unpolished cry you just offered is not offensive to Him. God is not looking for someone who can present a tidy legal case before His throne. If He began to cross-examine us, not one of us could answer a single charge out of a thousand. We cannot climb up to Him by our own righteousness or strong demands. But the staggering truth of the gospel is that we do not have to. In Jesus Christ, God reached down to us. Justice requires payment for sin, and mercy means we do not get the punishment we deserve. So you do not need to command God or order Him to act on your timetable. You are crying out to the One who loves to be gracious at the sound of your voice.
Do not be ashamed of the tear-filled, frantic nature of your prayer. David often prayed, “Make haste to help me, O Lord.” He was not too spiritual to beg God to hurry. Your emotions do not scare the Almighty. He is not panicked by your situation, nor does He need you to save Him from some crisis. The universe rests on His shoulders; what feels impossible and crushing to you is nothing for Him to handle. So stop looking for some clever way out. Stop trying to figure out how you will plead your case or earn His favor. Just turn to Him. Wait on Him rather than forcing Him to wait for you to stop running to every other source of help.
As you wait, rest in this: if you are in Christ, there is no condemnation for you. You may be in this trial because of your own foolish choices, or you may be suffering as Job did, confused and innocent of some gross sin. Either way, God does not cast away the one who takes refuge in His Son. Pour out your complaint honestly, get rid of any idols or self-reliant strategies you have been clutching, and trust that He will either deliver you from the storm or be your strength inside it. The same God who created everything is interested in you. He is moved by your tears. So keep crying out, not as one trying to twist His arm, but as a child who knows their Father hears them.
That raw, unpolished cry you just offered is not offensive to Him. God is not looking for someone who can present a tidy legal case before His throne. If He began to cross-examine us, not one of us could answer a single charge out of a thousand. We cannot climb up to Him by our own righteousness or strong demands. But the staggering truth of the gospel is that we do not have to. In Jesus Christ, God reached down to us. Justice requires payment for sin, and mercy means we do not get the punishment we deserve. So you do not need to command God or order Him to act on your timetable. You are crying out to the One who loves to be gracious at the sound of your voice.
Do not be ashamed of the tear-filled, frantic nature of your prayer. David often prayed, “Make haste to help me, O Lord.” He was not too spiritual to beg God to hurry. Your emotions do not scare the Almighty. He is not panicked by your situation, nor does He need you to save Him from some crisis. The universe rests on His shoulders; what feels impossible and crushing to you is nothing for Him to handle. So stop looking for some clever way out. Stop trying to figure out how you will plead your case or earn His favor. Just turn to Him. Wait on Him rather than forcing Him to wait for you to stop running to every other source of help.
As you wait, rest in this: if you are in Christ, there is no condemnation for you. You may be in this trial because of your own foolish choices, or you may be suffering as Job did, confused and innocent of some gross sin. Either way, God does not cast away the one who takes refuge in His Son. Pour out your complaint honestly, get rid of any idols or self-reliant strategies you have been clutching, and trust that He will either deliver you from the storm or be your strength inside it. The same God who created everything is interested in you. He is moved by your tears. So keep crying out, not as one trying to twist His arm, but as a child who knows their Father hears them.
