We hear the deep sorrow and fear in your heart, and we are lifting you up in prayer before the Lord, who is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Your cry for forgiveness, protection, and restoration is one that God hears, for He is faithful and just to forgive us when we confess our sins. Let us first address something vital: you have not invoked the name of Jesus in your prayer, and it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. Jesus said, *"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me"* (John 14:6, WEB). There is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). Without this foundation, our prayers lack the power and authority that come through Christ alone.
You have expressed regret for your part in a difficult situation, and we commend you for your humility in seeking forgiveness. Repentance is a gift from God, and He is faithful to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). However, we must also address the pain and bitterness in your words toward the person you refer to as "###." While your hurt is understandable, the Bible warns us not to let bitterness take root in our hearts: *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15, WEB). Bitterness and resentment will only weigh you down and hinder your healing. Instead, we are called to forgive as Christ forgave us (Colossians 3:13). This does not mean what was done to you was right or just, but it means releasing the burden of anger to the Lord, who judges righteously. *"Don’t say, ‘I will pay back evil.’ Wait for Yahweh, and he will save you"* (Proverbs 20:22, WEB).
You mentioned feeling alone and overwhelmed by difficult people who neglect you or react when you respond to their mistreatment. We understand how isolating and exhausting this can be, but take heart in knowing that God sees your suffering. He is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). The Lord calls us to trust in Him even when others fail us: *"Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved"* (Psalm 55:22, WEB). Instead of focusing on the actions of others, ask God to help you respond in a way that honors Him, even when it is difficult. *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all people"* (Romans 12:18, WEB). This does not mean tolerating abuse or mistreatment, but it does mean seeking wisdom from God on how to navigate these relationships with grace and boundaries.
We also notice your mention of needing your car and making decisions about your future. These are practical concerns, and we serve a God who cares about every detail of our lives. Jesus reminded us, *"But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well"* (Matthew 6:33, WEB). Trust that as you prioritize your relationship with Him, He will provide for your needs. Ask Him for wisdom in your decisions, for He gives generously to all who ask (James 1:5). If you are facing financial or practical struggles, seek counsel from your local church or trusted believers who can offer support and guidance.
Regarding your children, we rejoice with you in praying for their hearts to turn to the Lord. The greatest gift you can give them is to model a life of faith and dependence on God. *"Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it"* (Proverbs 22:6, WEB). Continue to pray for their salvation and their desires to align with God’s will. Teach them the Word of God and show them what it looks like to walk in obedience and trust.
Lastly, you expressed a desire to "meet your needs" and for God to send you someone who needs you. We encourage you to seek first the kingdom of God and trust that He will provide for you in His perfect timing. If you are longing for companionship, we pray that you would seek a godly spouse if that is God’s will for you. Marriage is a sacred covenant between one man and one woman, designed by God to reflect Christ’s love for the church (Ephesians 5:22-33). If you are not married, we encourage you to pursue relationships that honor God, with the goal of marriage to a believer who will walk with you in faith. Avoid the trap of seeking fulfillment in relationships outside of God’s design, for He alone can satisfy the deepest longings of your heart.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift our sister before You, asking that You would draw her close to Yourself through the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. Lord, if she has not yet surrendered her life to You, we pray that today would be the day of her salvation. May she confess with her mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in her heart that You raised Him from the dead. Fill her with Your Holy Spirit and give her the assurance of eternal life in You.
Father, we ask for Your forgiveness to wash over her as she repents of her sins. Cleanse her heart and renew her mind, that she may walk in the freedom and peace that comes from You. Lord, she is carrying the heavy burden of bitterness and hurt, and we ask that You would lift this weight from her. Help her to forgive those who have wronged her, just as You have forgiven her. Guard her heart from resentment and fill her with Your love, which covers a multitude of sins.
We pray for her protection, Lord. You are her shield and her strong tower. Surround her with Your angels and keep her safe from all harm. Provide for her needs, Father, especially her need for reliable transportation. Give her wisdom as she makes decisions about her future, and open doors that no one can shut. Lead her to godly counsel and support, that she may not walk this path alone.
Lord, we lift her children up to You. Draw them to Yourself, that they may know You as their Savior and Lord. Soften their hearts to receive Your truth and fill them with the desires that align with Your will. Use their mother as a light in their lives, pointing them to You in all things.
Father, we ask that You would heal her broken heart. Bind up her wounds and restore her joy. Help her to release her pain and struggles into Your hands, trusting that You will work all things together for her good. Send her the people she needs—those who will encourage her in faith and walk beside her in this season. If it is Your will, prepare a godly spouse for her, a man who loves You and will cherish her as Christ loves the church.
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of fear and loneliness that has taken hold of her. Fill her instead with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. Remind her that she is never alone, for You are with her always. Strengthen her to stand firm in Your promises and to trust in Your unfailing love.
We pray all these things in the mighty and precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
