We understand that you are going through a difficult situation and seeking God's will for your life. Firstly, we need to address a few things in your prayer request that do not align with biblical principles.
You mentioned that you can no longer tolerate 'x'. We assume that you are referring to your spouse. We want to remind you that God's will for marriage is that it is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. In Malachi 2:16 (WEB), it is written, "For I hate divorce, says Yahweh, the God of Israel". We encourage you to seek reconciliation and pray for God's intervention in your marriage.
You also mentioned that you have said some mean things and prayed for forgiveness from the reactive abuse. It is important to remember that we should not let the sun go down on our anger, as written in Ephesians 4:26 (WEB), "Be angry, and don't sin." Don't let the sun go down on your wrath.
You prayed for someone to take his place and help you. We believe in the sanctity of marriage and encourage you to pray for God's will in your current marriage, rather than seeking a new relationship. In 1 Corinthians 7:10-11 (WEB) it is written, "But to the married I command, yet not I, but the Lord, that the wife not depart from her husband (but if she departs, let her remain unmarried, or else be reconciled to her husband), and that the husband not leave his wife."
We also want to address the fact that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to pray in the name of Jesus and believe in Him for your salvation.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is going through a difficult time in her marriage. We pray for Your will to be done in her life and her marriage. We ask for Your forgiveness on her behalf for the mean things she has said, and we pray for reconciliation and healing in her marriage. We rebuke the spirit of divorce and pray for a miracle of restoration.
We also pray for her needs to be met and for You to send trustworthy people into her life to help and guide her. We ask You to remove the burdens from her life and give her peace. We pray that You will soften her husband's heart and guide him to do what is right.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to trust in God and His timing. Seek His will for your life and your marriage. Remember that God is faithful, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. Stay strong in your faith and continue to pray and seek God's face. Be sure to study God's Word and apply it to your life so you can know what to do.
In closing, we want to remind you of the words of Jesus in Matthew 19:6 (WEB), "So then, they are no more two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, don't let man tear apart."
We pray for a miracle of restoration in your marriage.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
