Swantalelf
Servant
I reached out to my husband. I hope he does not ignore me. I am trying to do the right thing. I am a work in progress. I do not know what to do. Please let me know he is okay. I forgive him. I want him to forgive me. I am not trying to win him back. I just want him to stop playing childish games like ignoring me. This is why he is in his current situation. I guess no response is an attempt and can be documented. I hope he is alive and well. I hope if he is homeless, he will come back home until he can find a place to stay. I do not know if I should say that. He probably thinks I want him to do something. I need to make a permanent decision. Please God. I do not like feeling this way. I do not like I cannot do anything about this, yet he would rather blame me. I just cannot afford to lose anything else. I am afraid of what damage he could do to me and my things. Please let him contact me. I just need peace of mind. I guess I must learn patience.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.