shane kerrison
Humble Prayer Partner
please help me I have asked before my life is the pits I live with my fiancee and her boy I live in a flat with no heating as I cant afford it ,I did do a business but she wasn't in to it ,I can understand as it was just my dream ,now I gave it up I have been struggling for ages and I'm starting to get down and I resent her and her son ,as I have two sons of my own who are growing up now but in the last four years I havnt seen th much as I havnt had the money as it is all gone on on my fiancee and her son,I blame myself as I left my ex wife (who by the way was a christian) and a good women from a christian family,I was just messed up with ptsd and let them all go ,,now I pay every day for what I knew like love and care has gone I live and survive for myself if my needs are food or whatever. I haven't got any choice in my life because she is to dominating I love her but I don't know what god wants or if I'm right to be with her ,please pray as I'm trying to explain my circumstances and as I've said in previous txs I want to die I feel so low I cant live like this I am in in agony with pain I cant take her or her family or her spoilt ways I just want to die
