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Finn
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Hi i need some prayer help.
Ewery time almost i ask for help by Jesus it just dosent.let me tell.
First i asked for a wife for 14 years and i got 14 prophesies from different persons that there is a wife in the church for me but i am still single and allmost 49 years. I have come in a spirrit filled church for 14 years and asked God for help to get friends because i have never had friends today i feel even more lonely than ever in a church of 400 members ore more,no friends at all.
When i have a need i bring it before God and no help comes except i end up have to get it my self ore go and loan some money. I ask for a job and even people i pray for get a job and other people arround me get a job but i dont get a job. I pray for other people to get healed and they get healed but not for me i have prayed for healing for this and that and no healing.
I ask for money and it just like truck run me down whit troubles in my mind and i ask the state for money that i am intitled and i can se ewery one arround me get there money but not me. I have asked got for a revalation of his love and he says no because he says it will destroy me if i got an emotional revalation of Gods love so i have to work 14 years to get my mind renewed and people say i have to wait to i have the revalation of Gods love for me before i step in to minstry and i have a call as an evangelist and i can not keep on hearing that people go to hell because i dont preach the gospel
i really dont know what to do anymore i need help and i have given up asken in the church anymore please pray for God to tell me what is wrong because i can se something is wrong.
Thank you all of you God bless you
Ewery time almost i ask for help by Jesus it just dosent.let me tell.
First i asked for a wife for 14 years and i got 14 prophesies from different persons that there is a wife in the church for me but i am still single and allmost 49 years. I have come in a spirrit filled church for 14 years and asked God for help to get friends because i have never had friends today i feel even more lonely than ever in a church of 400 members ore more,no friends at all.
When i have a need i bring it before God and no help comes except i end up have to get it my self ore go and loan some money. I ask for a job and even people i pray for get a job and other people arround me get a job but i dont get a job. I pray for other people to get healed and they get healed but not for me i have prayed for healing for this and that and no healing.
I ask for money and it just like truck run me down whit troubles in my mind and i ask the state for money that i am intitled and i can se ewery one arround me get there money but not me. I have asked got for a revalation of his love and he says no because he says it will destroy me if i got an emotional revalation of Gods love so i have to work 14 years to get my mind renewed and people say i have to wait to i have the revalation of Gods love for me before i step in to minstry and i have a call as an evangelist and i can not keep on hearing that people go to hell because i dont preach the gospel
i really dont know what to do anymore i need help and i have given up asken in the church anymore please pray for God to tell me what is wrong because i can se something is wrong.
Thank you all of you God bless you
