leona
Humble Servant of All
I dont know where to start. The police are against me ,the church,my family.
I have no more friends here. I have been forced out of church for 9yrs.. Pastors have told me I'm not welcome. I have not worked for 3yrs..I have to ask for monies from strangers to get by. I've been on the street, sexually assaulted,an officer threatened to shoot me for no good reason, almost forced into the mental institution.
Many people were helping but the police & others are walking around telling people to not help me,I'm a scam artist. All this started at a church I went to for 15yrs & worked for 2. Immorality was practiced so openly in the building at times. Pressure was placed on me to conform to get along. I stood against this thinking the pastor would take my side. The opposite happened & I realized they were also dirty after personal experience.
I was told not to worry about others but look out for myself. I learned that this is the motto of the Bahamas a place steeped in corruption. I did not know it was so entrenched having lived in the US as a child. I felt that the media ,police & the good conscience of the public would stay the situation from getting where it is today.
All pastors came to the defence of this church & placed the same pressure on me to conform. The church became almost unionized to put pressure on the government, banks etc. to have their way. They are a major influence in the job market & every other institution. Pastors can stop a court case.
Obviously they have little influence as salt & light here. It is surreal the amount of people who are involved in trying to destroy my reputation & constantly harass me.People here show no sympathy as this place has the highest rate of abuse against women & children in the region. There is very little or short-lived outrage against such injustice. After all they say "you must see like you dont see & hear like you dont hear. Keep your head down & look out for yourself."
Please ask God to show you how to pray. If you could I ask unabashadly that you would send e-mails.
I have no more friends here. I have been forced out of church for 9yrs.. Pastors have told me I'm not welcome. I have not worked for 3yrs..I have to ask for monies from strangers to get by. I've been on the street, sexually assaulted,an officer threatened to shoot me for no good reason, almost forced into the mental institution.
Many people were helping but the police & others are walking around telling people to not help me,I'm a scam artist. All this started at a church I went to for 15yrs & worked for 2. Immorality was practiced so openly in the building at times. Pressure was placed on me to conform to get along. I stood against this thinking the pastor would take my side. The opposite happened & I realized they were also dirty after personal experience.
I was told not to worry about others but look out for myself. I learned that this is the motto of the Bahamas a place steeped in corruption. I did not know it was so entrenched having lived in the US as a child. I felt that the media ,police & the good conscience of the public would stay the situation from getting where it is today.
All pastors came to the defence of this church & placed the same pressure on me to conform. The church became almost unionized to put pressure on the government, banks etc. to have their way. They are a major influence in the job market & every other institution. Pastors can stop a court case.
Obviously they have little influence as salt & light here. It is surreal the amount of people who are involved in trying to destroy my reputation & constantly harass me.People here show no sympathy as this place has the highest rate of abuse against women & children in the region. There is very little or short-lived outrage against such injustice. After all they say "you must see like you dont see & hear like you dont hear. Keep your head down & look out for yourself."
Please ask God to show you how to pray. If you could I ask unabashadly that you would send e-mails.
