mrsmoore
Humble Prayer Partner
I decided to give up on my marriage today..well last night.. I love this man and I'm carrying his twins but I can't hold on to someone that no longer loves me.. I have tried to move on by talking to other men..but a guilt comes in from my core and I wish they were him.. My husband has been with other woman and this I know.. Why can't I give myself to another just as he has.. I want my heart to stop loving him.. I want to be held..Kissed.. I don't understand why it seems like everything I try to do God makes something happen to cause me to not move on.. I want to move on cause he no longer wants his family.. God I no longer know what to do.. someone please help me.... show me what to do..what path to take.. I ask this in Jesus' name, amen.
