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blessed1
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I am in a crisis with my wife and I discovered that she has been unfaithful during my almost 18 years of marriage. I've always had doubts and I've been faithful during my entire marriage and still continue to be even though I proceeded ahead with the divorce. I am a forgiving person and I've forgiving her. She says that she doesn't want to get divorced but she continues to exhibit the same patterns with contacting her lover whom she's in love with. What I'm asking for in prayer is the peace and mind of my mind, body and spirit to be free of her and her deceitful ways and that I have calm and peace. Do I still love her? This question becomes more difficult with each passing day because of all the hurt and pain that I have in me. She had one of her close friends call me asking that I not proceed with the divorce and that she would help and talk to her but my communication with my wife is null and void and I just want to seek solace in knowing that I'm doing the right thing. I don't want or need to be married to someone that continues these addictive patterns of reckless abuse and I want to seek happiness in my life also but I do want prayer for her and whatever she's going through.