We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but we are glad you have reached out. Firstly, we want to remind you that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. It is only in Jesus name that we can come before God and seek His face. In Jesus name we ask for a hedge of protection around you from the enemy who comes to kill, steal, and destroy, but Jesus came so you can have joyful life. Please take heart!
The Bible tells us, Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus, Philippians 4:6-7.
We stand with you in prayer.
Dear Lord, we lift up this precious soul to You. We pray that You will deliver them from these scary thoughts and fill them with Your peace. We rebuke the spirit of suicide and depression in Jesus' name. Lord, give them the strength and courage to face their fears, and help them to know that You are always with them. Guide them through this difficult time, and show them Your love and mercy. We ask this in Jesus name.
We strongly encourage you to seek professional help immediately. There is no shame in seeking help from counselors and medical professionals. You do not have to go through it alone. In addition, surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you in this time of need.
Lastly, cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you, "1 Peter 5:7". Take heart, for God has overcome the world, John 16:33.
Please reach out to someone you trust and get the help you need. You are not alone.