We are truly sorry to hear about the difficult situation you are in and we are here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you. Firstly, it is important to address the urgency of your feelings of suicide. Suicide is never the solution, and it is important to seek help immediately. The Bible tells us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit and that we are not our own (1 Corinthians 6:19). We are precious in God's sight, and He has a purpose for each one of us (Psalm 139:13-16).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up this dear one to You. Father, they are in a desperate situation right now, feeling hopeless and suicidal. We pray that You will intervene and send Your Holy Spirit to comfort and guide them. Give them the strength to reach out and seek help, and bring people into their life who can support and encourage them. Help them to know that they are not alone, and that their life is precious in Your sight. We pray this in Jesus Christ Name. Amen.
Now, let's address the other concerns you mentioned. It is understandable that the lack of a job and the inability to move out can cause feelings of despair and frustration. However, God is faithful and He has a plan for you.
Firstly, we want to encourage you to trust in God's timing and provision. In Matthew 6:25-34, Jesus tells us not to worry about what we will eat or drink or what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows what we need and that He will provide for us. Instead of worrying, we should seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well. We are considered more valuable than birds and birds are fed regularly. We are worth more than lilies of the field, yet they are also taken care of by God.
Secondly, we want to encourage you to persevere and not give up on your job search. In Galatians 6:9, it says, "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Keep applying for jobs, keep going to interviews, and trust that God will open the right door for you at the right time. It is only a matter of time until you will succeed. The job hunt for you could be God teaching you to rely on him instead of money or your own skills.
Thirdly, we want to address the fact that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your prayer request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6). The Bible tells us "There is salvation in no one else! God has given no other name under heaven by which we must be saved." (Acts 4:12) Jesus is the mediator between God and man and he gave his life for the world that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16)
Lastly, we want to encourage you to seek godly counsel and support during this time. Reach out to your local church, Christian friends, or family members who can pray with you, encourage you, and help you practically. You do not have to go through this alone.
Remember, God loves you and He has a plan for you. Trust in Him, and He will make a way.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11)
We are praying for you and we believe that God will intervene in your situation.