Help Me Lord Please...

[Kelsie]

I for many years have gave and gave to everyone. I never once left my mother as I watched her take abuse physical and mental from my horrible step father. never once did I leave her when she let him beat me. I stayed I helped her and I prayed for her. I know that God says it is wrong to feel sorry for yourself but I am just sooo tired. I need help for years my mother has beaten in my head that if I ever leave her she will die. So to help her and her horrible husbend I droppped out of school and got a job. She promised me she would homeschool me but she never did so now I am 20 living at home and working for them. I pay there bills and feed them. I just cant get my self to leave her and my baby sister all alone and I know they would starve and become homeless if I ever left them. So I am stuck. I will never have a life of my own. Thats why I need gods help. I need prayer that my mother will get the help she needs and realize that I cannot be her rock to lean on forever. Help my step dad see that he needs the power of god to heal him. He is no longer abusive physically. But he is more lost then anyone I know. Please pray for my family pray that they will be able to move on in every way. pray that I will get the life that ive always wanted without my family weighing me down. PLease God save me. Pleaseeee!

 

[cesar00]

Dear Lord Kelsie is a true warrior, many of us compalin daily for small things that doint work right she has been there all her life. Dear Jesus is it not time for her to be released ? Is this the serice you want her to render you ? I do not think so Lord, I hope not, touch her Jesus let her know that you stand besides her, let her know that you,olove her immenselky because of her service to you. Dear Lord heal all the wounds and scars in her mind and soul, in her heart, give her peace Dear Jesus allow her to rest from the weight she has carried for so long., Thank you Jesus in you we trust.

 

[me]

God loves you. This sounds dumb and lame i know. Sounds like a typical answer you get from someone who never even consider your problem.

well He Does Love You! we are put here to help one another. You have done just that! Furthermore you have sacrificed considerably! It was not easy doing what you did, or are doing for your family. I am not telling you to stay or go, i do not have the answers for you. I can say, you can be assured that your efforts helping others are put in high regard, regardless of seemingly unappreciated whatever down here. I tell you, the things you will be judged on, are not the wonderful career choices you make, or fame you create for yourself, but for the love and compassion you show to others. May God Richly Bless You in all you do. May He protect You from harm always.