Help Me Find The Path

[Loving.wife]

More and more I am struggling with the knowledge of Josh's sins. When I visit him in jail I see the man I love but when I leave I remember what he was doing that put him there. My mind gets very specific.

With God's help I have found the strength to forgive him for the evil things he has done. Now I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm not sure if this situation will bring Josh to Christ so we can be a Christian family. I've been having nightmares. They terrify me to the point that I'm afraid to go to sleep. I'm afraid that God wants me to walk away from someone who will not open his eyes to the Lord.

I told Josh that the only way I would leave him was if he asked for the divorce himself. I'm praying that he comes to God. When he was arrested, he was praying all the time. He was going to services the jail offered, and bible studies, which he had never done before. I thought a miracle was happening. Now he seems comfortable. Like he's grown used to his situation, and I'm concerned that he's not praying anymore.

Even though I'm disgusted by the things he's done, I still have love for him. I'm asking you to pray that the path will become obvious to me and to him.

 

[binbin]

Dear Lord,

Help Josh to know your paths and your loving kindness. Help him understand what is good. Provide him with heavenly knowledge of what is good and bad. Forgive your child and accept him into your kingdom washing away all his sins.

Praise the Lord!

Amen!!

 

[Anonymous]

Lord, please save this soul and heal this marriage completely. In Jesus name Amen

 

[BeinfaithBelievers]

Dear Father almighty we pray for sister who in total confused state...touch her her father and forgive her sins...Fill her with peace...and grant her knowledge to understand that " IF we forgive others sins...God will forgive our sins"...and let her leave the complete situation at your feet...Lead her and husband into the salvation in Jesus Name...AMEN!!!

 

[Loving.wife]

Thank you for your prayers. I've never been this scared in my life. I don't know how I can let him come home. All the great memories I have are now being tainted by wondering if he was sincere. These problems date back as long as we've been together, and he can't even admit it. I pray that he will come to salvation, and that whatever happens between us I will have the strength to move past this, even though I'll never be able to forget.