lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
I have four children. I'm a single parent. Two have autism and it's severe. I have a daughter who has ADD and ODD and ADHD. I'm stressed to the max. The daily struggles of meltdown and stress are truly getting to me. I am lacking patience and I'm overwhelmed by being a single parent with no natural support system. I feel like I'm on the go. I had to quit my job to take care of my son ###. My van broke down 3 months ago. It's been a struggle mentally and physically. My doctors are saying my stress is too high. Blood pressure up and on the verge of taking pills. The dad does the absolute bare minimum. I wake up to fights between older kids and my autistic boys fight, hitting and biting each other. Strife is filled in my home. I feel weighed down. My mind gets lost. I go to church when I can. I pray. I need prayers. I need patience. I need God to renew my mind and remove the negativity and negative people in my life. I am just so overwhelmed. The Bible says don't worry and I try my hardest. But being a single mom of special needs children is hard. My daughter is 12 and yells, fights, and stomps. Doesn't help out. Cries and throws fits when asked to do anything. Gets into food and leaves it everywhere. Tells me this isn't her house. Calls me names. Ahhh, someone please pray for my family.
