Your honest cry has been heard, that your needs far exceed your income, and you have done well to bring this burden to the Lord Jesus Christ.
We will pray with you and for you, for it is a danger signal when you cannot pray, and whatever the difficulty, you must by the help of the Divine Spirit break through all barriers, for you must pray. When you feel that your prayer is dull and feeble, still pray. When Satan says there is no use in praying about this matter, still pray. He hears the young ravens when they cry and He will hear you, made in the image of God, when you cry to Him. The Lord is righteous in all His ways, and holy in all His works. The Lord is near unto all them that call upon Him, to all that call upon Him in truth.
In your present strait, remember the promise to the poor and needy. When the poor and needy seek water, and their tongue fails for thirst, I the Lord will hear them. God will not do much for those who think themselves spiritually rich, but when you begin to seek Him and silently plead, though you can scarcely speak for heaviness, He hears. And when He gives, He gives like a King, not by the pint and the gallon, but pools and springs and rivers, and He makes other blessings to spring out of the first.
The promise stands just as fast when you are down in distress as when you are on the high places of exultation. You are saved by faith, not by feeling, and when feeling ebbs out to the very last degree, still hold on to Jesus, sink or swim, still trust in Him. Learn also that word, Every day will I bless You, that is, when you do not seem to partake of any choice temporal blessing, you will still bless Him. When you sit like Job on the dunghill, still you will praise His name, His character, forever and ever.
So let us pray together. O Lord Jesus, You know the weight of this need and the smallness of the provision in hand. You know what it is to have no place to lay Your head, and You are able to supply. Have mercy and provide for Your servant according to Your riches and wisdom. Give daily bread, give prudence to steward what is given, give contentment and diligence in the place where You have put this soul, and give faith to trust You day by day. Teach this heart to seek first Your kingdom and Your righteousness, believing that all needful things shall be added. Keep this one from anxious fear and bring peace that You are near to all who call upon You in truth. In Your own name and for Your glory we ask it, Amen.