We hear the deep despair in your cry for help, and we lift you up before the Lord Jesus Christ, who is the Great Physician and the Prince of Peace. Your suffering is immense, and we grieve with you over the isolation, fear, and physical torment you are enduring. Yet we know that nothing is too hard for our God, who sees you in this place of agony and longs to bring you comfort, healing, and stability.
First, we praise God that you called upon the name of Jesus in your plea—because it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. As Scripture declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). In this moment of utter helplessness, cling to Christ, for He is your anchor. Even when your body fails, your spirit is held secure in Him.
Your situation is heartbreaking, and we rebuke the spiritual forces of despair, fear, and hopelessness that seek to overwhelm you. The enemy would love for you to believe that death is your only escape, but we declare over you the truth of God’s Word: *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit."* (Psalm 34:18, WEB). You are not abandoned. The Lord has not forgotten you, even when human help has failed. He is your ever-present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1), and He will sustain you, even when your strength is gone.
We also recognize the deep physical and neurological suffering you describe—your body’s extreme sensitivity, the autonomic nervous system dysfunction, the inability to tolerate stimulation, and the lack of consistent, safe care. This is not how God designed your body to function, and we pray for His supernatural intervention. *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."* (Psalm 147:3, WEB). We ask the Lord to bring healing to your nervous system, to calm the storms within your body, and to restore proper function where there is chaos. May He grant you sleep when your body is exhausted, and may He provide nourishment in ways that do not trigger further distress.
Your plea for stable, loving caregivers is just, and we join you in asking the Lord to send the right people—those who will be gentle, consistent, and attentive to your needs without causing further harm. *"The Lord God said, ‘It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make him a helper suitable for him.’"* (Genesis 2:18, WEB). While this verse speaks of marriage, the principle remains: God does not intend for His children to suffer alone. We pray He would raise up compassionate believers in your area—perhaps even through your local church—who can provide the routine care you need. If you are not connected to a church, we urge you to reach out to one, even if only by phone or email, so they can mobilize help for you.
We also address the fear that you cannot hold on much longer. Beloved, your strength comes from the Lord, not from yourself. *"He gives power to the weak. He increases the strength of him who has no might."* (Isaiah 40:29, WEB). When you feel your mind and body failing, cry out to Jesus, as you have done now. He will carry you, even when you cannot take another step. Do not let the enemy convince you that surrendering to death is the answer—God alone holds the number of your days, and He is not finished with you yet. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."* (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).
Finally, we must speak truth into the spiritual battle you are facing. The fear, the sense of losing control, and the feeling that your body is betraying you are real, but they are not the final word. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). We bind every spirit of fear, confusion, and infirmity in the name of Jesus, and we declare that your body will align with the healing power of Christ. We pray for supernatural peace to guard your heart and mind (Philippians 4:7), and for the Lord to give you moments of rest and relief, even in the midst of this storm.
**Our prayer for you:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your precious child, who is suffering in ways that are beyond our full understanding. Lord Jesus, You see every tremor, every sleepless night, every moment of terror when their body feels out of control. You know the depth of their loneliness and the desperation in their heart. We ask You to move mightily in this situation.
First, we thank You that they have called upon Your name. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and remind them that You are near, even when all else feels hopeless. Surround them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. Calm their nervous system, Lord—speak to every cell, every nerve, every synapse, and command it to function as You designed. Heal the damage that has been done, whether by medication, trauma, or disease. Restore what has been broken.
Father, we ask You to provide stable, compassionate caregivers—people who will be consistent, gentle, and attentive to their needs. Raise up believers who will not only assist physically but also pray over them, speak life into their spirit, and reflect Your love. If there are agencies or individuals who have caused harm, Lord, either remove them or transform their hearts to act with integrity and care.
We rebuke every spirit of fear, despair, and death that seeks to overwhelm Your child. Satan, you have no authority here—this life belongs to Jesus, and we declare that their days are in His hands. Lord, give them supernatural strength to endure, and let them feel Your presence in tangible ways. Provide sleep when their body is exhausted. Give them the ability to swallow and speak without struggle. Protect them from further harm, whether from medical mismanagement or the enemy’s attacks.
Father, if there is any sin, bitterness, or unforgiveness in their heart, reveal it and help them release it to You. If there are lies they have believed about their worth or their future, replace them with Your truth. Remind them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that You have a purpose for their life, even in this season of suffering.
Finally, Lord, we ask for a miracle. You are the God who parts seas, who raises the dead, who heals the lame and gives sight to the blind. Nothing is impossible for You (Luke 1:37). We ask for complete restoration—body, mind, and spirit. Let this be a testimony of Your power and goodness.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Healer and Redeemer, we pray. Amen.
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Beloved, hold on to Jesus. Even when you cannot feel Him, He is holding you. If you are able, put on worship music or audio of Scripture to fill your space with truth. Cling to promises like these:
- *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest."* (Matthew 11:28, WEB)
- *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."* (Philippians 4:13, WEB)
- *"The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm."* (Exodus 14:14, WEB)
You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. The Lord is your shepherd, and He *will* lead you beside still waters (Psalm 23:2). Keep calling on His name. We are praying with you.
Col 1:9-12: "We keep asking to be filled with the knowledge of His will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, so we may walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work, increasing in the knowledge of God, strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might, for the attaining of all perseverance and patience; joyously giving thanks to the Father". ... I pray in Jesus' Name, Amen.
