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morgan1029
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Ever since my brother's death December 28, 2010, I have been plagued with doubt and fear, especially regarding my godly boyfriend. I loved him so much, and I still do, but ever since my brother died, I just don't feel the way I used to, and it's not what I want. The thought of not loving him and not being with him makes me just want to die. I am so scared. I want nothing more than to feel what I used to. He is such a godly man and leader. He has stood by mine and my family's side since my brother's death. I don't want to lose him. I would love to marry him. He has been praying too about my situation and he says He knows God will fix me, but I'm scared 
Basically, I would love for ### and I to make it through this hard time, and for my feelings to disappear and my old ones come back. I want to feel the love I had for him again. I want that so bad. We need some help in our relationship, but I wouldn't want anyone else. God please..

Basically, I would love for ### and I to make it through this hard time, and for my feelings to disappear and my old ones come back. I want to feel the love I had for him again. I want that so bad. We need some help in our relationship, but I wouldn't want anyone else. God please..

