Help I Am Falling

[Niccio]

I seriously need some prayer and advice. I have such a resentment and anger towards my mother at the moment. As a result of her I had to chase my own daughter and her fiancé out of the house. My mother has being going on since I return from work that particular afternoon. They (my daughter is hiding the cheese; he is saying to other people it is his house, this and that and she (my mother is going on and on). This story had being going on since they moved in about 3 months ago. My mother, fighting, shouting, swearing, playing the one person off against the other. I have a lot of patience, but I just snap, so I said I will ask them to get another place to stay. Unfortunately I cannot afford a place of my own.

I can’t believe that one person can bring such destruction in other people’s lives. My daughter’s fiancé is not talking to me, but that is okay. At least my daughter is talking to me.

I was so angry at God for allowing this to happen, and so angry at my mother. I said such a lot of bad things and swear at her. (Not in front of her). I now don’t have the guts to even read bible or pray at the moment. I feel I can not be a two face and go to God now. My whole life since childbirth was a disaster with raping, rejection, failed marriage, loneliness, self rejection and financial difficulties. You name it and it was in my life. When is it going to stop? I am even thinking about stopping my theology studies. I know I need to work through my feelings, but I have no support system in my life. No friends, family.

 

[walknfaith]

At the cross where Jesus was nailed too, there were two other people.(who had a not so good track record) The event had many people discussing amongst themselves about the punishment the sinners deserve. The words used were not likely kind. And it went on for hours. I can imagien they felt tension. The Romans were not kind to Jesus. Through it all God had a plan. It is through this event people are forgiven. Satan has many was to lead you astray. He lies cheats and steals. He causes disruption, despair, hate and anger. He loves it when we are at our worst. Call upon the name of the Lord and you shall be saved. Says the Lord. He was many gifts to bear. He understands what had happened and only hope you will extend your hand to him. He forgives. He loves. His grace is sufficient. He is merciful. He is waiting.

Dear Lord Jesus,

When our minds over run us with such emotions we let it take control.

You know who is the cause when we are in despair.

We don't mean to carry ourselves in such a manner.

Forgive us dear Lord. Help us. Teach us oh Lord.

Make us better Lord Jesus. Heal us on the inside. Change our minds

so we are mindful of you, My Lord Jesus. Have mercy upon us. Show us your love.

Dear Lord Jesus,

I pray for this situation, you know what happene and the way it happened for you know everything My Lord.

Forgive them My Lord, they may not have known what they were doing.

Through your love and through you words show them your ways of Lord.

Send your workers out to them and help them, your will be done My Lord. Amen.

 

[Stephanie]

I Stand with you in Prayer for them the Disciple. Amen