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Hello to everyone here in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, Please do not scroll away without reading this. In Jesus' name, I request as your answer is going to give life. I am from India, do not know if I am intended to write this all here or not. Last year on Nov 16th, I joined this site and was praying fervently to give me freedom from my financial struggles that I am facing from the past 11 years. I do not have any reply; instead, the struggle increased a lot. I missed this site in between and unfortunately could not retrieve my password. I have to register again today to come to you all. Having lost my mother at a small age, with the responsibility to take over my brother and his needs, I have run into huge financial issues. In 2006, I was married and now have 2 children. I alone have to look after clearing all that huge finances, as they were done personally by me. Being a postgraduate and doing a good job, I was able to pay only interests. This is happening from the past 11 years. Never did I eat the fruit of my labor; instead, I was happy that God blessed me with this much that without fail, I was able to pay at least interests. But, from the past 2 years, life became more problematic when I had to go on a 1-year leave for my second maternity. Interests piled up, and after getting into a job again, to clear them, I have to run into more deeper financial issues with huge interests. Daily, I used to pray to God to show me a way that without knowledge of what is happening around, I landed here.
The past year is so troublesome that even my salary is not enough to clear the interests. I am lost in myself now. Though it is against the Bible, I promise on the Lord that I prayed that I was in these financial issues never because of my own benefit. Always, I thought of others. Now, the situations moved out of my hands. Imagine how it would be when you receive your pay for your hard work for the entire month, but without a penny moves out of your account in a few minutes. Never was I to my family. Do not know whom to share. This whole week, I was praying more strongly that this month, I am till now not even left to pay my house rent though I received 60,000 Indian rupees above pay. I feel ashamed of myself and I curse myself for this. I repented, I cried, and prayed so strongly, and I know God has some will against me, and I am keeping on praying, keeping aside the thought of taking away my life. Do not know why, when I was praying yesterday, it came into my mind to reach out to all Christians in the name of Jesus. I am not here to benefit myself, but to ask for help to everyone who reads to think once about me. Unknowingly, I have done a mistake, I accept, and now I repent. If at least each person who reads this can take out a dollar/rupee to help me, that will be more than enough. Even to the admins who run this site, I request, please do not remove my request. This is my life, and hope I am putting here with a strong belief that God has let me here. I give below all that I need. Not even a rupee more I want. There will be a transparent update regarding all that is going to happen from now. I know Jesus is watching me now, and I am pure at heart when I am requesting you. Take me as one standing outside your church asking for help. Please do not disregard this. I really say again, this is my life. Help me to start a new beginning this new year with freedom, carrying a living testimony.
I give the monthly interest I am paying beside the actual amount I should clear. Do not be dismayed seeing at that. I already told that with no option left, I have to pass through it.
1. Personal loan - 3 lakhs (14% interest per annum)
2. Hand loan from nearby:
a. 4.5 lakhs (1.5%/month)
b. 12 lakhs (7% per 100 per month)
c. 5.5 lakhs (6.5% per 100 per month)
d. 3.5 lakhs (8%/100 per month)
e. 3 lakhs (3% per 100 per month)
All I have given above in Indian rupees only, and I strongly know God is watching me over, and I have not given any rupee less or excess. This is the burden I am carrying in my heart now. Anyone can start understanding me and think to give a helping hand to start a new beginning for me, please respond. Those who cannot, please pray for me that very soon I will get this freedom and submit myself completely to God. Every single rupee of your help will be returned for God's work only, and till I repay back everything, I will be here only before everyone of you. I may not be able to pen down in the right way, but I pray that may God make you understand my situation. Please pray for my life. I really do not have any intention to start a new way of posting requests, but I do not have any source now rather than taking away my life. Did I come to all of you taking you all as one family in Christ? A single rupee/dollar from each who visits this page, I request. How that comes to me also, I am not aware, and someone has to guide me. Please share this even in your church ministry and do not forget to take over my name in your personal and family prayers. With belief that God heard my prayer and started working wonders for me from here. - Amen
The past year is so troublesome that even my salary is not enough to clear the interests. I am lost in myself now. Though it is against the Bible, I promise on the Lord that I prayed that I was in these financial issues never because of my own benefit. Always, I thought of others. Now, the situations moved out of my hands. Imagine how it would be when you receive your pay for your hard work for the entire month, but without a penny moves out of your account in a few minutes. Never was I to my family. Do not know whom to share. This whole week, I was praying more strongly that this month, I am till now not even left to pay my house rent though I received 60,000 Indian rupees above pay. I feel ashamed of myself and I curse myself for this. I repented, I cried, and prayed so strongly, and I know God has some will against me, and I am keeping on praying, keeping aside the thought of taking away my life. Do not know why, when I was praying yesterday, it came into my mind to reach out to all Christians in the name of Jesus. I am not here to benefit myself, but to ask for help to everyone who reads to think once about me. Unknowingly, I have done a mistake, I accept, and now I repent. If at least each person who reads this can take out a dollar/rupee to help me, that will be more than enough. Even to the admins who run this site, I request, please do not remove my request. This is my life, and hope I am putting here with a strong belief that God has let me here. I give below all that I need. Not even a rupee more I want. There will be a transparent update regarding all that is going to happen from now. I know Jesus is watching me now, and I am pure at heart when I am requesting you. Take me as one standing outside your church asking for help. Please do not disregard this. I really say again, this is my life. Help me to start a new beginning this new year with freedom, carrying a living testimony.
I give the monthly interest I am paying beside the actual amount I should clear. Do not be dismayed seeing at that. I already told that with no option left, I have to pass through it.
1. Personal loan - 3 lakhs (14% interest per annum)
2. Hand loan from nearby:
a. 4.5 lakhs (1.5%/month)
b. 12 lakhs (7% per 100 per month)
c. 5.5 lakhs (6.5% per 100 per month)
d. 3.5 lakhs (8%/100 per month)
e. 3 lakhs (3% per 100 per month)
All I have given above in Indian rupees only, and I strongly know God is watching me over, and I have not given any rupee less or excess. This is the burden I am carrying in my heart now. Anyone can start understanding me and think to give a helping hand to start a new beginning for me, please respond. Those who cannot, please pray for me that very soon I will get this freedom and submit myself completely to God. Every single rupee of your help will be returned for God's work only, and till I repay back everything, I will be here only before everyone of you. I may not be able to pen down in the right way, but I pray that may God make you understand my situation. Please pray for my life. I really do not have any intention to start a new way of posting requests, but I do not have any source now rather than taking away my life. Did I come to all of you taking you all as one family in Christ? A single rupee/dollar from each who visits this page, I request. How that comes to me also, I am not aware, and someone has to guide me. Please share this even in your church ministry and do not forget to take over my name in your personal and family prayers. With belief that God heard my prayer and started working wonders for me from here. - Amen
