Bleugrll
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello there, I wrote this website some time last week and I would like to thank those who responded with encouragement and prayer. I am asking for prayer that I pass my finals with good grades, especially math. I have now come to terms that I am horrible in math and I just don't get these formulas, and I can't seem to remember what to do and how to do it. I am also asking for prayer for a better understanding about where and how my life should go. I pray for guidance and direction but I am not receiving any word from God whatsoever. I am very upset that I don't have the gifts my mother had. My mother was a singer, and I don't understand why I did not inherit her gift of song when she died. To me, it would make sense that I would continue on her legacy, and she also played the guitar. I just assumed I would be naturally blessed with these talents since both my parents were singers and could play the instruments. My mother also had discernment. I just felt God would want me to have these gifts to carry on in her footsteps, but I guess not. I am very sensitive to the fact that I can't sing and I can't handle the looks on people's faces when they are stunned that I wasn't blessed with the gift of song or have discernment. I felt if God wanted me to have these spiritual gifts, he would have given them to me, and I shouldn't have to ask. I just want to know what my gifts are. My mother never really encouraged me to sing, but she did say if I wanted to sing, to ask the Lord for a voice. I used to sing when I was little, but years and years of laryngitis have destroyed any voice I have. Please pray for me; I just want some clarifications on what my gifts are, if I have any.
