Catrina
Disciple of Prayer
Hello and thank you saints of GOD for caring and praying. I am going through a tough time but with the expectation that the good Lord is going to bring me out however the power of prayer in agreement is powerful. I am a mother of seven children. My husband and I restored after a separation in December. I thought everything was ok but things begin to change. I lost my job in February due to my body and overload but monies that I had were used for bills. My husband became mean and verbally abusive; he lied on me and yes, he did do nice things but he would give me things and then take them back. Our home was just out of order; he would take my words and twist them and threatened to leave in the beginning of May. He said he was divorcing me and all while these events were happening, I was praying for our marriage and the family. When he left the first time, I prayed for the restoration for our marriage so when he came back, I was so happy, but then he told me he cheated on me and told me since he told me he was sorry, I should just forgive him and I do, but I told him to give me time to heal and that we should seek the Lord daily together. Next thing I know, he was making me feel bad, verbally abusing me, saying he was sorry and if I was a true woman of God, I should forgive him. And honestly, I do, but he hurts me. So the beginning of May, he told his family he was divorcing me as if I was an ungrateful wife and he can't take it. Then a week later, he bought me a gift, got on his knees, said he was sorry, and he was going to work harder for us and treat me right. Couple days later, he was mean, cruel, said and did ungodly things towards me. I really just cried out to God. He was working but not putting monies up for the bills. Then we got an eviction notice. I told him and he said he was going to try to do something about it but instead, he got paid, did a couple of odd jobs to make some more money, then he came home, packed his stuff, and said that I wasn't a good wife and left knowing all the bills were due. We didn't have much food, didn't leave a dollar, and the Lord let me know that He is my provider. So I forgive him but I do not accept the abuse, shame, or hurt. I found a letter the other day that was dated May 2 for a program he signed up for concerning housing for himself. So he had been planning to leave and I didn't know it. My prayer is for God's supernatural provision for me and the kids that the angels will deliver the promises. I pay my tithes and sow seeds even though I'm going through, and I believe that God will deliver a miracle in our circumstance. I am having a hard time feeding my children and bills are piling up BUT...I am thankful for God's provision because we have not missed a meal, and we have a place to stay. Praying for the Blood of Christ to cancel all demonic attacks against my life to end every assignment of witchcraft and poverty to be broken in Jesus' name. Thank you for reading, caring, and praying for this situation. God bless you and yours. Amen.
