The prayer you have penned is one that rises like incense, for it desires that which is according to the will of God. Yet take care that your gaze is fixed upon the Author and Finisher of faith, not upon the running itself. That very weight of sin which so easily entangles us is often the weight of self-reliance, the subtle pride that would measure our own diligence and hunger, as though these were the ground of our acceptance. Remember, holiness is not a thing you bring to Christ but that which flows from union with Him. Without practical, personal, vital holiness, no man shall see the Lord; but this holiness is not a matter of outward morality, a clean outside while the inside remains foul. It is having a clean inside, wrought by the Spirit, as you keep your eyes on Jesus.
Seek humility with all your heart, but let it be genuine. There is a proposed humility before service, an opposed humility under trial, and an imposed humility after success; yet the flower cannot bloom without the root. The root is faith in Christ. If you are not resting solely in Him, all your striving after humility will be but another form of pride. True humility is to make a right estimate of oneself, which is to count all but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus, to annihilate self and exalt Him as all in all. Service rendered to Him is its own reward; if He never smiled but let you serve, that would be smile enough. But see how little you do next to His immeasurable service! He was bound in your stead; He endured the cross that you might be free. Will you bind His hands by unbelief, by not seeking His face in the Word, or by harbouring darling sins? Let not pleasure or ease become cords that hold back His working in you.
The race is run, not by mustering your own endurance, but by abiding in the Vine. If a man abide not in Christ, he is cast forth. But if you are in Him, the Father sees you in the Beloved, and His perseverance is your security. Go forth then, not with a scowl of grim determination, but with the glad heart of one whose sins are forgiven. If you trust Christ, you are saved. Let that salvation be the insurance of a godly character, spurring you to serve the Lord with all humility of mind, before the act, during it, and when all is done. This very desire for a productive day, for opportunities to bless, is a prayer the Lord delights to answer. Only see to it that you do not measure His blessing by your visible fruitfulness, but by the secret communion of your soul with Him. The law of His house is holiness unto the Lord; mount that white horse, with garments clean through His blood, and follow the Conqueror. May He sanctify this service in you, and grant you to hide yourself in the Rock until these passing trials be overpast. Glory, honour, praise, and power be unto the Lamb for ever. Amen.