Still Hurting
Disciple of Prayer
Heavenly Father, I come to you with my head bowed down and with praises for your love for me. I love you because first you loved me and because I know what that means. You are the author and finisher of my life. You are the Alpa and the Omega. You have no beginning and no end. Lord, I am so blessed that I can come to you with joy and with sadness. As you know my marriage is in a terrible place. He left me two years ago to be with her after I learned of their three-year relationship. He filed for divorce two years ago and soon it will be finalized. Lord, I know that You are never late and I am petitioning you right now to stop the divorce and restore the marriage. I still love him and though he committed the adultery and abandoned me after 40 years of marriage, I want him back. I asked You to show me my faults and to transform me, forgive me and give me mercy and grace. Lord, I see the errors of my way as his wife. Please Lord give me a second chance to make it good. To make it right. You are the God of second chances and restoration. Please today, right now have him get rid of her and return to our marriage, our bed, our home to us. Lord, I promise to keep You the center of my life and to love him the way Jesus loves the church. Lord, I know I can do that with your love and support, In Jesus Name, Amen. Amen.