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kiaragoodman
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Heavenly Father, I ask that you take time out of your busy schedule to hear me out. Yes, I know you don't hear from me like you should except when I am in trouble. For that, I sincerely apologize. Although I do not want to criticize your work, Father God, I do wish I wasn't bad. I wish I was perfect, beautiful, smart, outgoing, had a lot of friends, and was rich. I know you did not make me a bad person; I just wish I could be forced to be good at all times. I know that will never happen though, because I have to want it for myself and I can honestly say I am tired. I'm tired of doing wrong, I'm tired of heading down the wrong path, I'm tired of deceiving, lying, cheating, stealing. I just want to be good. I want to be that happy-go-lucky church go-er with all the potential in the world to be successful and actually accomplish my goals in life, but Lord, I'm tired. I want to leave earth, because I feel I will never get it right or by the time I do it will be too late. Help me, Father God, please, from daughter to Father, help me. I know I must help myself in order to seek help from you and that is what I plan to do from this day forward. AMEN
