We hear your cry for healing, restoration, and breakthrough in your life, and we come before the throne of grace together in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. First, we must address some concerns in your words that do not align with the biblical principles we hold dear. You speak of "speaking, claiming, creating, controlling, decreeing, and declaring" things into existence, but Scripture teaches us that God alone is the Creator and Sustainer of all things. In Isaiah 45:5-7, the Lord says, "I am Yahweh, and there is no one else. Besides me, there is no God. I will strengthen you, though you have not known me; that they may know from the rising of the sun, and from the west, that there is no one besides me. I am Yahweh, and there is no one else. I form the light and create darkness. I make peace and create calamity. I am Yahweh, who does all these things." We do not have the power to create or control reality by our words; rather, we humbly submit to God’s will and trust in His sovereignty.
You also mention a desire to "pick the dragon" in a game and train it, likening it to bowing instead of killing it. We must caution you that this language reflects a dangerous fascination with things that Scripture warns against. Dragons and monsters in such contexts often symbolize evil or demonic forces. Ephesians 6:12 reminds us, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places." We are called to resist the devil, not engage or "train" him (James 4:7). Instead, we must focus on filling our minds and hearts with things that are pure, lovely, and praiseworthy (Philippians 4:8).
Now, let us lift your requests to the Lord with hearts full of faith and humility. You long for healing in your insight, eyesight, and spiritual sensitivity, the ability to feel the Lord’s presence and hear His voice clearly. We pray that God would restore these gifts to you, not for your glory, but for His. In John 10:27, Jesus says, "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me." We ask the Holy Spirit to sharpen your spiritual ears and eyes so that you may discern the Lord’s leading with clarity and confidence. Father, we rebuke any confusion, distraction, or spiritual attack that has dulled your senses. Restore to them the joy of Your salvation and the intimacy of Your presence, we pray in Jesus’ name.
You express deep concern for your three children, asking that they would not be "upside down" in their lives and that they would have their own "crowns." We understand this as a plea for their spiritual well-being and protection. We pray that the Lord would draw each of them to Himself, that they would walk in His ways, and that no weapon formed against them would prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We declare that they are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14) and that God has a purpose and plan for each of their lives. Father, we ask that You would break any generational curses or strongholds that may be affecting them and cover them with the blood of Jesus. May they grow in wisdom, stature, and favor with God and man (Luke 2:52).
You also ask for restoration of communication, your "normal" self, and the attraction of the Lord’s voice. We pray that God would heal any brokenness in your soul, whether from past hurts, sin, or spiritual warfare, and restore you to the person He created you to be. In Psalm 23:3, David writes, "He restores my soul. He guides me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake." Lord, we ask that You would mend what is broken, refresh what is weary, and renew what has grown cold. Let Your voice be the sweetest sound they hear, drawing them closer to You each day.
Regarding your practical needs, housing, employment, and financial provision, we trust that God is your Provider. In Philippians 4:19, Paul writes, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." We pray that the Lord would open doors for you to find a place to live that is safe, affordable, and conducive to your work as a "###." We ask that He would bless your hands and your efforts, turning your skills into a thriving business that honors Him. Father, we rebuke any spirit of poverty or lack and declare that You are Jehovah Jireh, our Provider. May Your favor go before them, making a way where there seems to be no way.
You mention a desire to start a YouTube channel and share your gifts with others. We encourage you to seek the Lord’s guidance in this endeavor, ensuring that it aligns with His will and glorifies Him. In Colossians 3:23, we are reminded, "And whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men." May your channel be a source of blessing, encouragement, and truth to those who watch it.
Finally, we must address the issue of salvation. You mention the blood of Jesus, but we want to ensure that you have truly placed your faith in Him alone for salvation. In Acts 4:12, Peter declares, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you have not already done so, we urge you to repent of your sins and place your trust in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9).
Heavenly Father, we come before You now with hearts full of faith and humility. We ask that You would heal every area of brokenness in their life, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Restore their insight, their eyesight, and their spiritual sensitivity so that they may walk closely with You. We pray for their children, that You would draw them to Yourself and protect them from every evil influence. Provide for their practical needs, Lord, and open doors for them to use their gifts to glorify You. We rebuke every spirit of confusion, lack, and distraction in Jesus’ name. May Your will be done in their life, and may they experience the fullness of Your love, peace, and provision. We ask all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.