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P.Mukesh kumar
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HYe sir Im Hindu P.Mukesh Kumar from India,Tamilnadu,Guduvancheri city...im male..my age is 19...im do the lots of bad things..i tel my all story..in my 6th standerd sir beated me im ran away from home...tat time my parents cried....then we shifted home...tat time my family is poor family...dad had accident...tat time mom sex with one person for money...dad also know tat...dad drunker ...but now dad and mom...she understand tat...she understand tat bad thing...now mom is gud...but dad still drunker...me in my 10th std do the masturbath...tat time my sir beated again...i stopped the shcool...tat time my parnets cried....then i join the tutorial..tutorail friends are bad..watching sex movies and all habit is friends having...then im also see tat sex movie....do the masturbath..then one girl love me and cheated me...im have mental stress ..she leaves me....im do the mastubath again and again a lots of times... and sex chat in net.....she leaves me tat time i hurt my parents in words...my parents cried....then im do the hardware and networking course i finsh it...then i join the multimedia course...i cheated one girl...i propose to her she accept it...then next day i said its not love its affection so...we dont want love...we have friends i said...she feel it and cry...then we are best friends...one time alone in my home she came..tat time i miss behave to her...i hug her and kiss her ...im not sex with girl...only i hug and kiss her...next 5mintues im control my mind...i said to her go to ur home...she go to her home and i said sorry to her......lots of times i hurt her in words...and she gave a lots of money to me..she is gud friend of me...but me only miss behvae to her...then i changed my mind....i said daily sorry to her.....my problem is last 4 years im do the masturbath....im not control tat...still now also doing....last 2 years im not clean my ****...because i dont know how to clean tat...now 2 years im cleaning...in my **** inisde have little litle white spots...im so scared...i show to my parents...my parents is teenage so only like tat...its nature parents said...then im not satisifed...me and mom check the doctor...doctor say like tat...its nature its nothing said...but im not satisifed still im so sacred...im not happy...im not sleeping...im not eating well....i want jesus blessing...still im 10th fail....this septmber i write the exam...i want to pass tat...pls pray for me sir...clean my **** little white spots,give gud blood,give gud life,give gud sleeping in night,give gud studies....give happy....im begging u sir pls...i want to clean my life....now i understand all.....pls sir...i want gud life...now i changed all...but only mastrbath....give to my family blessing....pls sir..pls sir....im not happy ...pls pray for me
