We understand that you're going through a challenging time with your health and that it's affecting your search for a spouse. Firstly, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is by His sacrifice that we can boldly approach the throne of grace. As it is said, in Acts 4:12 WEB Neither is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
In regards to your health, we want to encourage you with God's promises. In Matthew 11:28-30 WEB, Jesus said, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
We pray that you will find rest and healing in Jesus. We pray for God's healing touch upon your body, that He would restore you and make you whole, in the name of Jesus. Remember that your worth is not defined by your health or any other circumstance. You are made in the image of God and precious in His sight. As it is said in Ephesians 2:10 WEB, For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them.
Regarding your search for a spouse, we want to encourage you to trust God's timing and plan.
In Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB it says Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
We pray that God would guide your steps and bring you together with a fellow believer in His perfect timing. We encourage you to seek Godly counsel and to be steadfast in your faith. Remember that God is able to work all things together for good in your life, even your health situation (Romans 8:28).
Lastly, we want to address that it's important to keep God at the center of your search for a spouse. As a believer, pray for a spouse and not just a partner. Use courtship to get to know other believers with the intention of marriage.
May you find healing, comfort, and guidance in this situation.
We pray this all in Jesus' name and give Him thanks and praise for all He will do in your life.