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Deni356
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Five years of my life have been overcoming great adversities put before me beginning with the death of my mother in Jan. 2007. Next loss of good paying job which led to searching for new employment which was fulfilled on Aug. 6th, 2007 as office manager in a physicians office. That night news that my oldest son Shaun, age 29, Chief of a local Fire Dept. died shocking me to the point where I was so devastated (along with loosing my new job as they could not hold it for me) - and four weeks later on Sept. 6th, 2007 my only sister died. I was in a very bad place and my youngest son just began his senior year of H.S. - I persevered and sold possessions to maintain a roof over our heads, applied for state assistance - lost my home - lived with family -was hired for and fired from 4 more jobs up through March 2009. I became ill and started treating in June with cardio testing and was told I should apply for SSI. I hesitated yet filed in Aug. 2009 and my claim was approved by early 2010. My thoughts were that I would return to work yet 5 doctors and 4 inpatient stays said I was to be deemed permanently disabled not to return to work.
With the funds received I secured a better living arrangement for myself and youngest son Joshua who has a job in a store local.
Once settled my health concerns became worse but I prayed and God answered. I am maintaining all health issues and was hoping that this year would be our best yet as we had recouped much of our losses in a humble manner and life was getting better.
In February my 21 year old son and I had an argument and he has moved out. The conditions on staying here are that he is the co-signing tenant for the new lease term that begins in June. I will not be able to stay if my son does not return home, sign the new lease and help in the manner that he was with contributing some funds to the house. He is staying with friends, has left his cat with me and I feel like I am in living hell again. I know my son and I can make amends and continue on here if he would just meet me half-way in doing so.
We also had a loss in Feb. 2010 - my son's father lost his battle to addictions and died at the age of 45 -we had lived separately for over 11 years while I intervened on his behalf with each relapse up through 2009 when I found a place for him to go to for treatment for six months. It did not work.
My income on SSD is limited and my health decline prevents me from securing work that would make up for what my son is not giving me now.
Please pray a fervent prayer that God allows me to stay in my apartment and be able to live here for another year. That God knows each issue that needs to be addressed and blesses me with security. My faith in God has sustained me through so many ugly circumstances I'm finding it hard to process this new transition and feel alone and abandoned by everyone I gave my love and care to in life.
Dear Lord, I humbly bow my head before you and ask you to favor me with divine intervention as I a child of yours need security in having shelter, food and positives in my life. Lord please intervene on my behalf and have my youngest son understand how difficult this is for me.
In Jesus name I pray for all anxieties to leave and to continue trusting that my pleas are heard and answered quickly.
Amen and may God bless all who pray with me.
With the funds received I secured a better living arrangement for myself and youngest son Joshua who has a job in a store local.
Once settled my health concerns became worse but I prayed and God answered. I am maintaining all health issues and was hoping that this year would be our best yet as we had recouped much of our losses in a humble manner and life was getting better.
In February my 21 year old son and I had an argument and he has moved out. The conditions on staying here are that he is the co-signing tenant for the new lease term that begins in June. I will not be able to stay if my son does not return home, sign the new lease and help in the manner that he was with contributing some funds to the house. He is staying with friends, has left his cat with me and I feel like I am in living hell again. I know my son and I can make amends and continue on here if he would just meet me half-way in doing so.
We also had a loss in Feb. 2010 - my son's father lost his battle to addictions and died at the age of 45 -we had lived separately for over 11 years while I intervened on his behalf with each relapse up through 2009 when I found a place for him to go to for treatment for six months. It did not work.
My income on SSD is limited and my health decline prevents me from securing work that would make up for what my son is not giving me now.
Please pray a fervent prayer that God allows me to stay in my apartment and be able to live here for another year. That God knows each issue that needs to be addressed and blesses me with security. My faith in God has sustained me through so many ugly circumstances I'm finding it hard to process this new transition and feel alone and abandoned by everyone I gave my love and care to in life.
Dear Lord, I humbly bow my head before you and ask you to favor me with divine intervention as I a child of yours need security in having shelter, food and positives in my life. Lord please intervene on my behalf and have my youngest son understand how difficult this is for me.
In Jesus name I pray for all anxieties to leave and to continue trusting that my pleas are heard and answered quickly.
Amen and may God bless all who pray with me.
