Twiuthor
Disciple of Prayer
I pray for great health
I pray for a new home
I pray to heal from mental illness
I pray for my body to be restored and healed
I pray that the devil leaves me alone
I felt like committing suicide
I had voices telling me to take my life
I had wished death on someone and ever since then I haven’t been myself
I don’t feel normal
I struggle every day with fear of my mother finding out and other people that I had wished death on her and her bf
I felt wrong for it
I’m sad, extremely anxious, and depressed
I don’t want to live
I don’t find joy in anything
I have a partner; he’s the only thing that keeps me sane. If it wasn’t for him, I don’t know where I’d be.
I pray that God heals me immediately and gives me back my life and restores me back to the woman that I used to be.
I’m being attacked by neighbors. There’s a man who’s been listening to me sleep. Him and his wife used to listen to me sleep through the walls, and I overheard her say she’s asleep. I felt as if it was either him or her who said it. I ended up putting a hole in the wall because I felt like they were listening to me. His wife passed away when I was inside of a mental hospital; she was strange acting. I felt as if something just wasn’t right with her.
I pray for a new home inside of a brand new neighborhood. I don’t like my neighbors and could sense jealousy, envy, and dislike from a couple of them. There was one guy who would talk about me to his gf, and he looked unhappy whenever he would see me. When I had walked inside of the building, he made a slick comment before, and his kids were outside with him when he said it. I didn’t like his daughter because I said hi to her, and she pretended not to hear me. She started rolling her eyes at me whenever she would see me or moving her feet. I just felt as if something was wrong, but I don’t ever remember doing anything to her for years. I had issues with her and her family, with her and her brother too. He used to turn me off; he wouldn’t move from in front of the building when I was trying to put the key inside of the door. He would roll his eyes too. They were younger than me. This went on for years.
I pray for healing and that my health be restored so I can look attractive again and feel good about myself and stop mistreating myself.
I was arguing with my cousin when I stayed over her house. Her mother didn’t know she had her room door closed, but me and her daughter would argue. I felt as if she didn’t like me or want me staying there at her house with her. She would stand by the bathroom door when I would be using the bathroom, rushing me out of the bathroom when I wouldn’t even be finished. She had rushed me when we went to church together; she told me to stand up, but I was about to, and she rushed me as if I had to stand up sooner. I didn’t like that. This happened years ago, but she was even talking down on me towards my brother, and both of them would act funny when they would see me. It was a lot of strange activity going on in the neighborhood that I lived in. People wouldn’t even look my way when I would walk past them. They probably thought that something was wrong with me. I would sit out on the hallway a lot. It was very bad. I would talk about my mother towards people, and my mother probably felt some type of way. I felt like that was wrong, and I would like for my mother to forgive me even though this happened years ago. I would call the cops on my mother every time that she would come close towards me. It was very bad.
I pray that things get better for me.
I pray for healing from my past.
I pray for brighter days.
I pray for respect from people that don’t know me. That young girl, my neighbors' daughter, stopped speaking towards me a long time ago. I would say things when she wouldn’t speak towards me. I would talk bad about my cousin in front of and to her stepfather at her house. I would talk down on my mother and my brother. It was very bad that’s probably why I’m going through all the things I’m going through now. I learned my lesson now and I don’t want to fight or argue with people anymore. I want to be a good lady, a good woman, a good person. I want to be kind to folks. I don’t want to fight, argue, or talk bad about family members to other family members. I done all of that. It was very bad.
I pray for a new car so I can drive to wherever it is I need to go. I caught buses for a long time. I was catching buses towards hospitals. My housing situation was that bad. I would always be on the bus going to a hospital with no money or barely having any money. I traveled to just about every hospital in NJ. I was even in NY. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a couple years ago and I haven’t been the same ever since. I haven’t been myself. I was all over the place crying. I had to stay in the hospital for a week. It was the longest week of my life, but I’ve been to plenty of hospitals ever since then, and I would just like to stop visiting hospitals so much. If there isn’t an urgent emergency, everything I went to the hospital for was mental. I wanted to get away from my living situation, so I would go to the hospital. I want to heal from the things that I was going through and I want to get back to myself.
I pray for a new iPhone.
I pray to heal from mild scoliosis.
I pray to heal from the tear in my back.
I pray to heal from flat feet.
I pray to heal from anxiety and depression.
I pray to heal from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder.
I pray to come off of the medication.
I pray to get my natural soul back and mind and spirit back and be aligned with the Holy Spirit again.
I pray for better days.
I pray for a new home
I pray to heal from mental illness
I pray for my body to be restored and healed
I pray that the devil leaves me alone
I felt like committing suicide
I had voices telling me to take my life
I had wished death on someone and ever since then I haven’t been myself
I don’t feel normal
I struggle every day with fear of my mother finding out and other people that I had wished death on her and her bf
I felt wrong for it
I’m sad, extremely anxious, and depressed
I don’t want to live
I don’t find joy in anything
I have a partner; he’s the only thing that keeps me sane. If it wasn’t for him, I don’t know where I’d be.
I pray that God heals me immediately and gives me back my life and restores me back to the woman that I used to be.
I’m being attacked by neighbors. There’s a man who’s been listening to me sleep. Him and his wife used to listen to me sleep through the walls, and I overheard her say she’s asleep. I felt as if it was either him or her who said it. I ended up putting a hole in the wall because I felt like they were listening to me. His wife passed away when I was inside of a mental hospital; she was strange acting. I felt as if something just wasn’t right with her.
I pray for a new home inside of a brand new neighborhood. I don’t like my neighbors and could sense jealousy, envy, and dislike from a couple of them. There was one guy who would talk about me to his gf, and he looked unhappy whenever he would see me. When I had walked inside of the building, he made a slick comment before, and his kids were outside with him when he said it. I didn’t like his daughter because I said hi to her, and she pretended not to hear me. She started rolling her eyes at me whenever she would see me or moving her feet. I just felt as if something was wrong, but I don’t ever remember doing anything to her for years. I had issues with her and her family, with her and her brother too. He used to turn me off; he wouldn’t move from in front of the building when I was trying to put the key inside of the door. He would roll his eyes too. They were younger than me. This went on for years.
I pray for healing and that my health be restored so I can look attractive again and feel good about myself and stop mistreating myself.
I was arguing with my cousin when I stayed over her house. Her mother didn’t know she had her room door closed, but me and her daughter would argue. I felt as if she didn’t like me or want me staying there at her house with her. She would stand by the bathroom door when I would be using the bathroom, rushing me out of the bathroom when I wouldn’t even be finished. She had rushed me when we went to church together; she told me to stand up, but I was about to, and she rushed me as if I had to stand up sooner. I didn’t like that. This happened years ago, but she was even talking down on me towards my brother, and both of them would act funny when they would see me. It was a lot of strange activity going on in the neighborhood that I lived in. People wouldn’t even look my way when I would walk past them. They probably thought that something was wrong with me. I would sit out on the hallway a lot. It was very bad. I would talk about my mother towards people, and my mother probably felt some type of way. I felt like that was wrong, and I would like for my mother to forgive me even though this happened years ago. I would call the cops on my mother every time that she would come close towards me. It was very bad.
I pray that things get better for me.
I pray for healing from my past.
I pray for brighter days.
I pray for respect from people that don’t know me. That young girl, my neighbors' daughter, stopped speaking towards me a long time ago. I would say things when she wouldn’t speak towards me. I would talk bad about my cousin in front of and to her stepfather at her house. I would talk down on my mother and my brother. It was very bad that’s probably why I’m going through all the things I’m going through now. I learned my lesson now and I don’t want to fight or argue with people anymore. I want to be a good lady, a good woman, a good person. I want to be kind to folks. I don’t want to fight, argue, or talk bad about family members to other family members. I done all of that. It was very bad.
I pray for a new car so I can drive to wherever it is I need to go. I caught buses for a long time. I was catching buses towards hospitals. My housing situation was that bad. I would always be on the bus going to a hospital with no money or barely having any money. I traveled to just about every hospital in NJ. I was even in NY. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a couple years ago and I haven’t been the same ever since. I haven’t been myself. I was all over the place crying. I had to stay in the hospital for a week. It was the longest week of my life, but I’ve been to plenty of hospitals ever since then, and I would just like to stop visiting hospitals so much. If there isn’t an urgent emergency, everything I went to the hospital for was mental. I wanted to get away from my living situation, so I would go to the hospital. I want to heal from the things that I was going through and I want to get back to myself.
I pray for a new iPhone.
I pray to heal from mild scoliosis.
I pray to heal from the tear in my back.
I pray to heal from flat feet.
I pray to heal from anxiety and depression.
I pray to heal from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder.
I pray to come off of the medication.
I pray to get my natural soul back and mind and spirit back and be aligned with the Holy Spirit again.
I pray for better days.