Eliergate
Prayer Partner
I pray for great health and to get back to myself. I pray that God heals my issue with my bladder—I use the bathroom a lot and would like to feel normal again. I pray for a new home, a new car, and a new job. I pray for strength and protection. I pray to heal from schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, shame, guilt, low self-esteem, and to heal from the past. I pray for my health to be better so I can enjoy life again. I pray to lose weight, stop overeating, and stop manipulating innocent folks and saying things to people out on the streets. I pray for a job so that I can have money to catch the bus whenever I want and not have to wait for buses to see if they would let me on or not without having any money. I pray for my teeth to start to look clean, white, healthy, and normal like how they used to look. I pray to not be scared or afraid of anybody. Some lady was behind me when I was walking downtown and she was just walking weird. I turned around and she was still watching me and looking at me. I pray for protection and for better days. Even when I was downtown, talking to a guy who I used to work with, another skinny man used to act strange. I felt uncomfortable getting on the buses because of him. That frustrated me and bothered me. I also had a temper and would scream at folks and argue with people in the staircase. I would just be sitting there because I didn't get along with the people inside of my house, so I would leave out. I pray for healing and that I get back to myself. I also pray for my eyes to heal. A mice was running around the house and I had my back turned and I felt like the mice had attacked my eyes. I pray for healing and that my body heals and goes back to normal. This is hard for me; it's weird. Whatever is happening to me and my body isn't normal. I don't like it and want to feel like a normal, healthy person again. I want to dance, sing, laugh, smile, meet new folks, speak with folks, and just enjoy life. I'm an easy-going old soul kind of woman. I want to remain true to myself. I let myself go a couple of years ago. I want my soul to come back. My soul even feels lost, disconnected. I don't feel human or normal. I want my speaking voice to heal and to go back to normal. I want my life to heal and go back to normal. I let a couple of old friends go; they betrayed me, and that tore me apart and broke me down. That they betrayed me in that type of way. I pray that things get better for me. I pray that this man upstairs leaves me alone and the man next door. I pray that I get back to myself. I always feel as if somebody is behind me doing weird things. I pray for my stomach to go down and to be flat. I pray to heal from flat feet and mild scoliosis and the tear in my back. I pray for better days. I pray that you heal me from everything it is that I'm going through. I didn't want to be alive with whatever I was battling or going through; it felt like hell. I wanted to harm myself and take my own life sometimes. I still feel suicidal not all the time but sometimes. I hate the way I look and the way I feel. I pray for better days. I pray that I stop being angry and stop feeling sad and hopeless and in despair. I pray that things get better for me. I pray for better days. I pray that you heal me from everything it is that I'm going through. I used to have a good relationship with God. I used to talk to him all the time. Now I don't feel as if he cares about me anymore. I feel distant from him. I chose to do the things that I was doing, and I feel as if he just let me. He doesn't care about me anymore like how he used to. I pray that he starts to care and have mercy on me. I apologize for saying bad things about my mother and talking down on her to other people inside of the building. I'm sorry for wishing death on her and her bf. I apologize that he died. I felt as if it was my fault. I pray for forgiveness and healing. I pray for my health to get better.