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i've realized that i dont like myself [hate!!] i never have i was an depressed teen, alcoholic at 12, addicted to meth by 13. lost my mind after losing set twins on mom's day 06. Good FATHER you had ur hand upon me my entire life. mom was a prostitute - grew up w/no self respect and i still dont have any. i would just love to be honest and say i hate myself and i pray about it but i do believe it has become a stronghold the devil has on me!!!!!
And i just dont know how to overcome this FATHER GOD, i know u r working n my life but its such a powerful hate that nothing has penetrated my whole life.. they say i have borderline personality disorder and p.t.s.d. but i gave that to u FATHER i dont carry those or addiction any longer thanks to YOUR MERCY & GRACE!! so why cant we overcome this???
what do we do next??? i cant seem to hear ur spirit right now... Please ABBA... help me break this chain...
And i just dont know how to overcome this FATHER GOD, i know u r working n my life but its such a powerful hate that nothing has penetrated my whole life.. they say i have borderline personality disorder and p.t.s.d. but i gave that to u FATHER i dont carry those or addiction any longer thanks to YOUR MERCY & GRACE!! so why cant we overcome this???
what do we do next??? i cant seem to hear ur spirit right now... Please ABBA... help me break this chain...
